Hug me tight

Introducing the brand new me.

2005-05-12T16:18:00.000+08:00

Well well well, hello.

I is back! Haiho. I missed blogging =) Ve been blog hopping these pass few months and I really like those people who summarises their daily lives into these 100 words tops paragraph. Oh abso-fuckingly-amazing. Honestly, i dont think i can do that (Sheesh, i have these inner side of me saying that i can), so imma try =). Short is good, too much details is just plain boring?

Ok so, today's highlights...

Fizah's 17th bday today! =) Happy bday to you girl.
I f*cked up ubd thing.
I owe Belly $16 for still screwing that ubd thing up. [No Na, I so cant get over it! Uwa :( ]
Then, I felt guilty to the maximus for screwing her money up. (Courtesy to Yussie for inventing Maximus. :) )
Jurin is a smelly boy and he said he loves me.
I think i Said 'buu you!' 1231254646x times today.
Phy pracs, I cant do the last bit where i have to prove that gradient is 4 pie bla bla bla, this shows that Im really THAT weak at Math. More practise. Yes yes, positive thinking. I can do it. Thanks Zk for the tips. *peace*
Thankiur Nic for teaching me chinese. Wo de ming tze Lina~ Wo de ke ai~ One step at a time. :)

So thats basically it. Boring? Yeah, i thought so.

Success? Short 100-words-paragraphitic blog! NO! Oh well, time and practise makes perfect.

OH. Right! Did some activities as well. Fishy's all good. I caught both of em to see how they're duin. Pretty good, i suppose? Fin's alright, puffy tummy, colour still bright and shiny. Imma let em go later, i think, i think. *Reluctant* They're so pretty to look at Hee. Therapeuatic (sp?) Sir G said. And took some picts today also, do enjoy. =)

Bio class have a new pet snake btw, tinny blak scorpion and lizard (Hamizah)'s gone! We're getting a new aquarium! Im so buying *That* fish. Just wait and see. I cant wait! Fishy's making me happy. :)

Perasaan ku terhadap mu...

2005-03-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

[ - I have no idea wat m feeling right now; confuzzled]
[Music No music]

Hmmm...
Hmmm...

M building up my depression and frustration till i explode into tiny bits of bloody pieces.

My skins are ichy. Bloody Bitch.

Hmmm, Pre- u1 students luked so intimidating. Some of dem, hafta emphasize that. Hmm, dey luked as if dey owned the world. So scary... Hmmm... Maybe dey do... Hmmm... maybe.

Thanks Max for ur cd, nenarS... Efra we meet up tmrw k. Dun foget.

Im so high. It makes me wana fly. Mosquitoes are annoying... Eeks.

I dun feel like i want to talk to nybody but my close frens and sexpherix. Hmm... Hey you...

Goodnyt... I miss him.. Sigh. Ah well. Sleepa now.

Hehaha, this entry is bullcrap. So dun even bother. Nyt babes..

Mr Grinch...

2005-03-06T19:38:00.000+08:00

[ - Crushed ]
[Music Lenny Kravitz - I belong to you]

Taufik {Hidayah. ok, lame. :x} - One last

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go

{chorus}
So let's have
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both knowIts better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go

[Chorus]

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear

[Chorus]
We both know
It's better if we just let it go

Heard this song a few nights ago. Thanks to Mizah, Melo & nenarS for introducing moi to this song. ;-; sedih nyer.

To a certain someone whum i cherish and love so much: I bid thee farewell... It'as been nice while it lasted. Thank you so much for everything. Ur alwas gona be in dat very sacret & special place in my heart. Sighs. I noe ur gona be happy always. =)

Man! I lost candid shot of Nicole Juon! Her eyes so big like this @_@ hahahahaha. Mannn, not fair! not fair! *Stamp feet* :p

Ok, better go sebelum depression melanda saya. ♥ yall.

Angry soul.

2005-03-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

[ - Numb ]
[ Music Akon -Mr Lonely ]

...

M so so tired. Dun chu hate it wen u get annoyed easily? Palui kali hormones ani. God, how i wish i cud jus turn off this destructive hyper-active annoyance in me. Happy happy all the time, wudnt that be nice! Ah well... i wish.

*Peace to the world* World peace~ *World peace* - Micheal Jackson... Heal the world~ Better place, for u and for me... and the entire human race~

I. want. to. die. Harhardihar har. Uhh, I tink ivee lost it.

Anyways, must be happy by tmrw, Mummy's bday, so i asked Nisa whtr she cud help me cari pressies for her, cuz... heh, i dunt bloody noe how or wat to choose and wat Mummy wants, so... better be safe den sorry... nyeh. Thanks a bunch Sa! Hugs* Blanja us! We jalaned aft i came bck from skool at 3:50ish. Browsed for these stuffs -> Stilletos -> Perfumes -> High heels -> Body Shop perfumes + other stuffs -> Kain for blouse -> perfumes -> Kain blouse. Stuffs dat doesnt really appeal to me much, except for the perfumes. I mean deir all nice lookin and attractive, but doesnt seem to fit me wen i wear them bah, man, dat sucks... Booo. :$. Bahaha. Man, i have to be more gurly. Teach me! Gawat gitu. Indecisive banar. Bought her two sets of kain. Dat feels good cuz she spent so much for moi, n yknow, buy laah for once!! Yeay! M so happy! I love my mummy! ♥

Sigh. Problematic jua banar eh. Bahaha. Gangster yoo~ ok imma shut up & die on my bed now. Taa love.

Mental kali ha?

2005-03-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

[ - OK --> Annoyed --> Frustrated]
[Music No music]

Last night's piccies! Plus some random stuffs while i was browsing thru my incredibly unorganised files. Boo.

Bwoh high haha.

Nic scared.

Props. ♥

Our hantu. Hhehe JK! :p, NenarS during our halloween party.

NenarS, Moi!, Jurin & Ners. Chinese new year! Can barely see anything thoo...

Fcuk it. m annoyed really annoyed wid de mosquitoes. Fone jus fell, n most of the function keys are not working now. #RW%E$%&$&amp;&^%& BUDUH.

WOAH!

2005-03-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

[ - Exhausted & Haunted ]
[Music Lauryn Hill - That thing]

Fuuh. Dat was fun. :D Today's productive but exhausting as well but I laike! :D

School: School was as usual. Not any different from any other day. Had Geo 1st thing in the morning. Fudge. I didnt complete my classwork. Man... For sure gona get low marks ni. Ah welsh... Maths, we studied on how to use DT on our calculator to find de mean, variance and standard variation. Tad fun i tell you! Hehe nerd. *Pats self* Haha, malu ku, aku iski. :$

Went to Wisma Yakin dangani kan mummy to hantar my sissy for tution, bought some food and beverages from Soon Lee. Lalala. Fast forward, went to tution at 6:50 ish. Was late again. Sighs. Ah well, next tym must must MUST come befo max: 6:45 pm.

Had a weekly meeting at my place. NenarS, Nicole, Ainaa, Yani, Melo and Jurin came. Was hoping Lehan would come ober too but he cant make it so yea. Ah well, next tym saja k... Mwahs! Discussed and stuffs, ate some food. Lasagna ku karas. Mcm batu dey say, hahaha! Sorryy kamu, i have no idea wats wrong wid it, padahal i put fckloads of water arah de lasagna sheets but i dunno, probably cuz i was using this glass casserole instead of metal ones, so... i dunno. Expert? Help? *Yelp* Hehe. Ok man, wuteber.

Hohoho! Oh! Twas creepy too tadi, we had this sudden creepiness laid upon us. Haha, apakan. Creepy but funny. U noe lyk as in sick funny. :s :s Our house's freaky. I dunno wats up wid it. Eeeks!!! And dat lousy kitchen door scared the shit outta me. We were in a middle of a discussion when...

* door knob turned (kinda, luked as if it was the thumbel? was turned). Slowly open... Stable for a sec. [Insert as if someone was peeking thru de door here, cuz outside's dark so can barely see anything]. Slowly close... close... close... *tick* Pintu tutup.

I cudnt remember whu was saying whu or wat. But i remembered i was off my chair oledi, walking casually to the stairs. Kes kan takutkan org but aku sendrey takut jua. :$ :$ Twas around, 11-ish ka? 10:45-ish? Man i was to scared to even luk at the time. :s :s

Somebody (Nena, i tink OR was it Jurin?) : 'Eh, ada org ka di luar. Aunty mu ka tu di luar?'
Me: 'No, nobody's outside.' (Cuz i noe, akhir sudah, shudnt be ada anybody di luar) 'Aunty ku tido sudah dalam bilik.' (Points to de other corner where my Aunty's room is)
Somebody: 'Sapa di tah tu di luar? Dun tipu wah.'
Me: 'Nada, andang lyk dat tu de pintu.' (Trying to persuade myself yg itwas nuthing. Kuar sudah those goosebumps and those freaky cold feeling rah ur neck) :s :s

*Silence* (I tink cuz of de sound effect, so sunyi plus those mirrors and our reflective windows. Sometimes u tink u see people peeking thru it and be delusional tarus. Hahaha. Man. :s :s) OH! Malam jumat lagi. :s :s :s. Shaddap lina!!

But at dat tym, i cudnt help it, i ran full blast upstairs. Den, dey all semua started to run towards the staircase and Hahaha!! Dat was funny. Sian Nicole, her oreo (de black part) fell rah the stair. Hahaha. Sorry kamu, but hell dat was fucking freaky.

At 11-ish, we helped each other clean the mess that we've made aft making those props. Thanks kamu! Mwahs. ♥ I was still shocked bah. Hahah. Drama banar~ Hehe. And thanks for coming! We shud do this more often, mana tau dis tym we get to see other stuffs instead. HEHEEHEE (6) Nada bah. Choi choi *touch wood* M stil scared. Lalala. Good night!

Excuse my weirdness. Thanks!

2005-03-02T18:53:00.000+08:00

[ - Dancey & Amused ]
[Music Mario - Let me love you]

Ohhhhhh maiiiii gattttttttttt!! *wails hand* M so totally like, u noe like, so sad... M like, i feel lyk i dun wana go on wid my life anymore... Oh my gattttttt... Life is lyk so hard...

God. I sounded so gay. I think being a bimboo's nice, deir lyk... how to say? so happy all the time~! Hehe. Hey hey you! Salut! C'est vous plait? Ok random much? :x

Ok, watever man. My hair's being a bitch to me, its so... #%%#%$$%!!!!!~~!@#@#$!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! So hard to handle, i mean its way way better wen twas longah. Sighs. Buduh paluiiiiiiii. Wuh man, starting to blog cursing agen, this is bad. Omg. Lalallala. And Wow, i jus noticed, cant reli blog anything while m listening to songs. Hmm... Hmm... Darn, I dun have anything intelligent stuffs to say. Dis is so laike durrrr... Sorry, being bitter here. :s :s

I need, i have to buy a white tube and a white flary skirt. Eekks. But bitch, nada di Brunei yo. Not giving hints here or anything ah to all u friends out there... *luks at RINNAY & YUSSIE* Absolutely no hints~ Haha ;p nada bah, tekidding kidding kamu. Mwahss! ♥

So today today today, today was alryt, laughed my ass off laike deres no tomorrow. Ahhhh wait. I tink do dat all the time. HEHEEEHE. Another sign of depression, yes yes? Haha, probably. Talked to Lehan today, but was too nervous to even show my true feelings for him, was avoiding eye contact most of the time, which is kinda stupid really. Nyeh, i dunno. Bunguk. Must practise P.D.A: Public Display of Affection more! Yes yes, must must. Guide me people pls. M lacking of these skills man. Sayaaaaannnnggg..... I loveeee youuuu.... Saya sayang kamu. *kiss* Oh! Some say must touch² boyfriend too, ntah, dey say more affectionate? True? I mean all those touch touch in school. Mcm molestation plg prasan ku. Human rights! (ok, only Ana will understand dis. :D) Lalala. I dun mind plang, molesting... :Day-Dream: Ok, must molest boyfriend tmrw in school. Yeay!

Bah eh, off now. Hafta do Maths and revising things... stuffs. Visit her to see Free Maths ranting. Hugs Daling* Yes, i agree wid you. Maths sucks excpt for de 1st part of Statistics, its kinda fun and easy to do. But mind you, de beginning saja, beginning saja, but i noe, id be lost by the time we reach de 1/2 part of the P6 syllabus. HEHEEEEHE. Bah adios migos. Have a naice day! Woo.

Hair!

2005-02-27T18:26:00.000+08:00

[ - Satayed & Itchy]
[Music Lenny Kravitz - California]

God. So hawt. I dunno, vebeen this unbearably hawt ah. Eepps. Getting on my nerves. Grrrrrr.

Today today today. Err. Unproductive as usual Heee. Blahs. Woke up bla bla bla. Read this ol book of mine, Point Fantasy: Firefly Dreams. Hehe, kes buring. Lalalalala.

Cut my hair jus now at Maggie's! Eeeeps. My hair luked so weird. Dye-d my hair black de other day, on Wed. But ooooo! shawt + black luked strange on moi. Apparantly, black hair doesnt suit me. Haha. :$ :$ Sighs. Ah well... Nvm that. My hair's shawt now! Eeks. Sayang eh, was saving it for prom but yea, watever man. :sobs: It'll grow. Maybe'll colour my hair as soon as spotcheck's over or probably jus befo our 1st term hols. Booo. Aku depress.

Bah off now. Hafta study for P3 Maths test tmrw. and complete dat daymn GP essay by 1st of march. Joy o joy! 8-) OOOOO! I cant wait for hols btw. Me plen's comin back for Easter hols! Heeee. :) :) Taaaaa.

Happy bdays and Anniversary!

2005-02-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

[ - Tipsy & Broken]
[Music Al Green - How can you mend a broken heart]

Bday shout out to: Rinnay Marliyana Amran!! Happy 17th bday to you wimmin!! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to Rinnay~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *dances around* *throws purple & white confettis around Rinnay* *splat glitters* *pops Dior balloon!!* May god bless you and panjang kan umurmu. And semoga beberbahagia selalu di samping family and friends even tho ur thousands of miles away! *hugs tight* Enjoy ur bday in London wid ur parents! Mwahs. Miss and Luv yah!!! :)

Bday shout out to: Teo! Happy 18th (?) bday to you! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to Teo. Happy bday to you~ (8) *dances around* *throws yellow confettis around Teo* *splat glitters* *pops balloon* May god bless you and panjangkan umur mi. Semoga berbahagia selalu di samping keluarga dan rakan seperjuangan! Bersama sama lah kita meniti menuju kejayaan! Enjoy ur bday today! Mwahs.

And lastly Happy anniversary to our SMSA students. 1 year in SA oledi! Happy anniversary!! Mwahs. Have a nice day everyone!!

♥

BMI. Check yours now.

2005-02-23T14:08:00.000+08:00

[ - Unhealthy]
[Music The Carpenters (sp?) - Close to you]

Click here to check your BMI.

What is your BMI?

BMI stands for Body Mass Index. It is a calculation based on a person's height and weight. The result indicates whether a person is underweight, normal, overweight or obese. Many experts associate obesity with an increased risk for such life-threatening diseases as heart disease and obesity.

Your BMI is 14.1

What does it all mean?
BMI -- Weight Status
Below 18.5 -- Underweight
18.5 - 24.5 -- Normal
25.0 - 29.9 -- Overweight
30.0 and Above -- Obese

A BMI of less than 19 indicates you are underweight. A BMI between 20 and 24 is usually considered normal. A person with a BMI of 25 to 29 is considered overweight, and a person with a BMI of 30 or above is considered obese. Obesity is associated with an increased risk for heart disease, diabetes, and other life-threatening diseases.

Shoot. :o I'm 4.4 points underweight. :o :o

Happy National day!

2005-02-23T12:40:00.000+08:00

[ Wrong & Worried ]
[Music Switchfoot - Only hope]

Happy national day!! *salut* *Kibar bendera* *menyanyikan lagu kebangsaan negara kita* Semoga negara kita di cucuri rahmat & peace selalu* Maju lah kita maju kehadapan. World peace! *peace*

'Bersepadu Memperkasa Mandiri Bangsa'

Sigh. I dun feel lyk duin anything today. Jus wana be here, locked up in my room, blargh die & jus bloody rot. Baha. Boo. Down to the downer. Lalalala. Hmm...?

Enjoy your day. :) Hope granmama's duin good now. &hearts;

Ulcers' still here. So painpul. :( ♥

Replies to taggers:

Shady: Oyoy! Haha. Hai! Aku khabar baik! Hows you wimmin?! hows skul and everything? Ok ka? Hehe, long tym havent tok to you! bah chat to us nanti k, if ur free! Mwahs daling! Kiss kiss. Haha gali ko? :p

Max: Uits! Jaga ko, orientation. *gagah* hahaha. Boo, nada wah, karang aku yg kana tunggang. :P HEHEHE. Atu bah, karang tah ku explain lagi cana kan alter, payah wah kan explain, main bedraw baru paham kali. Atu, gambar kasut! haha, nanti tah, meher wah kasut ku. :$ :$ :p Bah, tok to u later! ♥

Another spontaneous trip.

2005-02-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

[ - Blah & Bittersweet]
[Music Peterpan - Apa ada dengan mu]

Nyeh. Nenars didnt come to school today. Boo boring. School was olryt, i guess. No Gp for today, so yea. :D. But! We had our Maths & Geo topical test tadi. Oh mai gat!

Maths: Our 1st P3 paper
Geo: Production, Agricultural & location

Cudve done better if onli i bloody studied or start practising answering de past year questions. Both paper sucked big tym. And de funny thing is, i cudve enjoyed answering both of em, IF ONLY i noe wat to write. Buduh, m not making any sense here. Boo hoo.

Lalalala.

Slept in de aft around 2-ish. Woke up around 4-ish. Kana banguni, mum asked whtr i wanted to go bandar or not, so i said yeah. Mandi-ed, get ready n stuffs. Bertolak around 5:30ish. Dad singgah to Kiulaps, yea i tink its Kiulap, neverve been gewd wid places here :s Eeeks, :$ to get some money & stuffs for neneks.

Went to Ripas hosp, Ward 11 i tink. I was lyk :o. Oh my friggin god. The condition of my granny's room, :o :o, wth? kambang liur ku meliat. Its not dat bad tho, but still. Even the door handle wasnt der, dey used this tali tied arah de hole instead. :s :s Ntah oh.

But thank god. Ada vacancy rah the other wad. So Neneks' changed room to Ward 10, for the 1st class one, which is ok ok lah, but better den the previous ones. So yeah. Syukur Alhamdulilah. Hopefully shes gona be out in a day or two. Reli hope shes gona be sehat. Heard dat probably Kundui's gona jaga her Tues morn'. Bless her! :) ♥ ♥

Went to Mamih for dinner, ordered nasi goreng mamih, nyeh, nyasal ku. :s Adakah patut, I fogot bout nasi butter prawn (?) ah. Jeles ku liat bapa ku makan. Hmmpfh! Stole a few prawns & de bitzy things around it from him HEEEE ;D, nda ku tau apa tu, god, BLISS BLISS~ Aku mau lagi, minta-ed Spaghetti Bolognaise (sp?) from Nisa oso, haha kes rangka. Sorreh kamu, tais liur wah! HEHEEE.

Arrived home at close to 11 pm. Tmrw got Phy test agen, hopefully can cramp everything tym ps HEHEE. Ok, adios ppl! Taa! ♥

Heh!

2005-02-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

[ Braindead]

[Music The Wannadies- You and Me Song]

*Stretches* Owh gawsh. Bloody exhausted. You and me always~ alwas and forever~(8) Parapa pa pa pa~ This song is so relaxing. Bahaha. Thanks to gorgeous Bob for the song! I love it! I love you! Mwahs. :) Woke up at 9-ish. Showered. 10 am, Jurin texted saying that we're guin at 12:30ish instead cuz de unc's still playin golf. Gah! Nyeh.

My new daling, Fauziah, picked me up at and we went ober to Karnina's house at 11:30ish for orientation dance practice. Ryan, Sharon, Hani & Baha + fren was der! Twas ntah, cali, Ryan: Party trance techno dancer --> Traditional dance. HEHEEHE. HEHEHEEE (6) Ours was olryt i guess, nda byk dance step which is good (EXCELLENT! :x) cuz i reli suck at dancing. :$

Nyways, Jurin picked moi up from Karnina's & picked bums NenarS as well & went to Jurins' Unc, kan buat some card stuffs. Hehe. Spent round 2 hours there jus to finish those things up, kesian my dancing mate, dey kept miscalling me. Sorrehh kamu! I tot twas gona be skajap ja. :s :s. Banyak alteration lagi n blahs, but in the end, it turns out okay. Got some discount for it, so overall de price's 150, which is, ok i guess, better den 185. Yah.

Went back to dancing practise at 3:30 ish. Went to Kb town at 5ish, wid some of de dancing volunteers & comitees to find a fren. :)

Den, home sweet home at 6! Yay. I wana buy black hair dye later & dye my hair befo dat discipline committe chop off my hair. SA's weird. Tapi sokay lah, i was planning to clr my whole head (hair!) black nyways, vebeen having the same ol hair style for two years now, so... change is good! Watever lah watever. Fcuk, moody ku.

I have 3 ulcers rah my tongue and 1 ulcer rah my gums. Its so painful dat i feel lyk i vant to chop my mouth off. >:/ Buduh.

Replies to taggiometer:

Rinnay: Uits uits! *NUDGE* Haha. Ko jahat, na ko mau webcam sama aku. Webcam sama floor bru hall plang, haha. Ba BEK KO DATANG! KALAU NDA...!! Ada tah tu. (6) :p

Nena: Oy you! *sikut leher* Haha awu, aku terdelete dah de mermaid pict. But the kid so cute mo... but its sad cuz her feet mcm joined up together mcm mermaid. :(

Fairuz: Sokay daling, happy belated valetines to you! I hope u like the card!! Cuz i noe u love cats, :p Check ur mail, i jus sent u and rinnay dis long ass mail yesterday. Check dem out n reply k and update me wid ur social life and ur studies k! Mwahs. Miss you. Love yah! *hugs* hugs*

Fiz: Sorry sorry, nda ku tereply ur tag :( ill link you asap k! Mwahs. I like ur blog layout! Hee, its so neat. ♥

Max: Help me alter my layout! can can? pls pls. I love sexphere's new layout. Lawa yo!

Bob: Eh! Ko lawa jua bob! Gigit ko karang. Haha, cuba cubit, ur so farr!! Woo woo *stix out tongue* Bah, if u come back to Brunei, tani gathering wid Kaka Feefz & de rest of de sexpherix ah! Yay!! Mwahs :)

Dhan: Hehe Yea? Kewl! Cuz Man said we luked almos similar. Ur, my other twin in Spore. :) Enjoy ur day!

Kaka Feefz: Au, i was heran cuz i tot i deleted my blog song oledi, den napa tia ada balik. Haha. I like Bob's blog song too! Mcm so relaxing! OH OH! ur new layout, so electrifying. How u do de cartoon picts of u and Abg Izzy, mcm professional work. :D

Ladybug & Piko Ana: Happy Belated Valentines' Day u both, hope u both enjoy ur valentines day masa atu! :)

Deuichiru: Happy belated balentines' day to you too!

Max: Hey u agen! EH bunguk! :p Woo. Happy belated balentine's day!

Nisa: Happy belated balentines day to you too!

Bunguk!

2005-02-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

Was tryna sleep tadi but i cant cuz of these stupid Grrr. My long lost best fren's back, Say hai to insomnia! Mata ku nyamal. Eyes daling, wat is wrong wid you? Was tired & is still am. Me is having tution in approx 1 hr 25 mins. I WANT TO SLEEP!! But my front teeth's being a bitch to me. It hurts lyk hell. God. N i tink m having diaherrrea (sp?).

Was jus wondering. Why oh why? There goes my tummy ache agen.

I tink i need to see a doctor. Sumin's seriously wrong wid me. :( I dun want that long camera + light plastic tube shoved directly up my ass. Ekkss! Help. :( Aku takut. :'(

Bob's lawa btw. Saw her piccies at Maxie pad's blog. Come visit love. ♥

Peru's rare 'mermaid'

2005-02-14T18:39:00.000+08:00

Ekss. :'( Kesian.

Happy happy.

2005-02-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

I feel sick. *cough cough* Sore throat and weird body temp. Ok. Summarise everything ja befo i forget everything. Short-term memory.

Went to school at 10.15 Speacial thanks to Dayu & Dk. Yati for willing to msg and inform me that i need to go to school around 9:30 till 10:15 for the final AS June Confirmation. Thanks for miscalling moi countless tyms. Haha. Even tho, its on silent, both ringing & msg tone. :s :s. But THANKS A LOT. Mwahs. Hugs. Saya sayang kamu banget. ♥

Called Lehan, wanted to ask whtr he too signed oledi de confirmation thingy o not. Den! Dis old wimmin... from the sound of it, :s she said, 'ah? nada. nada. danny nada danny sini' I tink i dailed de wrong no. Checked id caller agen, jus to make sure. Hmm, baru bangun, nda tantu kali apa ku press. Bahaha. :x. okay. i dunno. :s

~~So yeah, went to skul round 10.15~~ Called mummy to picx me up and asked Auntie to iron tudongs. Bla bla. Washed my face, brush teeth. Lalalaa. Went straight to school, yes! call me gali cuz i didnt mandi. Twas an emergency. :$ :$ :$. 10 mins later. Was at home oledi.

Watched dvd: White chicks. Haha, funny movie and lotsa hawt gals wid hawt bods. Drool much? :D :D Replied Dk and Dayu's msges saying thanks n everything. Love yous. Msn-ed wid Nenars, confirming fo anotha commitee meetings. Lalalala.

Burned that hindi song for orientation for Fauziah. Came ober at 4-ish wid Emma, Quinny and dis gal, i dunno her name. But she said my kiddies cookbook's nice, so yeah, shes kewl. :D Apparently dey all're still raya-ing for Gong Xi Fatt Chai. Syok!

At 5, went to tution wid my gf Leena. Saw Gong Xi Lion dance arah enghong while me is on de way. Both were distracted cuz we're sick. :( Nuffin much interestin happened. Boo.

Went to Soon Lee, dada wants to buy sumin and mummy wanted window shopping & buy stuffs for tom yam. Hehew. I went alone to A.Ayam to buy myself chicken spaghetti. Was craving for it since gosh, long time oledi.

Helped me mummy buat carrot + orange juice using the new juice extractor that we've won for mum's lucky draw. Sakai ku. :$ :$ haha while me mummy buat tom yam. I skipped dinner and went straight to Nenars at 8:15 for our weekly meetings. Lotsa ppl were der, visiting for chinese new years obviously. Plus playing cards and gambling. Syoks. I didnt join the gambling game tho. *stingy* HEEEEE. ;p Dk and Yani came around 8ish to 9. Kata kul 8! Poraaaa. Jurin and Ani came around 9ish?. Ani luked gorgeous in pink cheongsam-ish blouse. Kiyott!

Hehe nyways, went home early. :o :o shocking? Haha yea, me too. Went home round 9:45-ish. *Gasp gasp* :o :o :o Haha, cuz takut nobody can send me home and bla bla, plus i wasnt feeling very well. Sore throat. But i did drink lotsa coke tho. Ubat ba tu ubat! Hehew. Okay enuff blabbing. Since i went home early, & durang kambang, i asked them to webcam wid me! Kiss lovelies. So here are de piccies :

Webcaming wid Zyden. Ia senyum!

Haha. Dis's funny. Ners and Nenars

Gorgeous trios: Yani, Nena & Dk.

Crystal kiss kiss.

ZIMAM BABY KU! ♥

My nerissah cute! ;p

Yani and Dk vaining!

Ok dats all for now. =) ♥

Replies to taggies:

Fauzan: Ah!! Sowie. Tagboard ku ni ada sot sikit. U either have to tag it twice or refresh the page bebalik catu. Aku pun na pandai tag arah ku sendrey. Hehe :s. But nyways thanks even tho i didnt get to see apa yg u'd type. Wise words from you. Tapi thanks all the same. Oh! and both of my frens yg terjumpa you di Uk said dat ur super nice! ♥ Saya turut bangga. Hehe.Mwahs. :) Hugs cuz. Hope to c u soon, r u coming back for easter? Bila balik lagi?

Nova: Hehe. Aku lum kawin. Alum dapat bagi angpau yet. Hehe. Tapi nya kan still aku na kana bagi angpau. :(

Rinnay: Eh eh, you you! *wabes* I miss you. Sowiee, alum gi terbagi mail ani wa, mcm nda ku tau apakan di cakap. Bahaha. :x. Nada cerita hangat :( hehe anyways, will email you soon k. Check check saja. Manatau ada ku hantar rah mail mu. *hint hint. ;) Happy advance balentine's day! I saw wat u wrote for Zk's testo. HEEEHEEEEHEEE. ;p Romantic eh. woo woo :p :p Nada wah. Main ja. Mwahs ♥

Nova: Hai agen! Hehe awu, thanks. Dah ku ubah, talur wah english ku. *hides in the corner* :(

Max: Ya Allah! reli? Padantah nada bunyi2 nya. Plus, ada ku liat plang rah msn nick nya, he was saying pasal small injuries, games stuffs. [Checking]Shoot, he changed it oledi. Twas okay wah de open house, tapi id be funner if u were der. Kamu sama Rafie, Wira, Jurin and the rest of the bois la enjoy liat atu atu, dat thing. Haha. Next tym k? Dun worry, must come! Be available! Mwahs. ♥ :)

Saya sayang kamu banget. For those yg nda sayang aku, aku sayang kamu jua. HEE. World peace. *Peace* ♥

Observing you is what i do.

2005-02-11T12:25:00.000+08:00

Afternoon! Haha. Ok. M laffing to myself becaaoousee m using dis headset but m not listening to anything. Winamp and limewire program's not even activated yet. Bahaha. I duno, i jus find dat, bahahaa, funny. :$ Another sign of insanity? Must be must be! *nod nod*

Nyways today, well, since its jus lyk still ~~half of the day~~ half day?, ~~how do i say setengah hari?~~ Bhaha. My bad. Lousy english ku. :$. vebeen duin nuthing excpt for these things: texting wid Lehan, browsing thru friendster, i love its new color theme! its lyk so, nyeh, i dunno, sangal kali sudah liat warna grey, hehew, and was browsing thru each of sexpherix's blog jus now jus to see how deir duin, i miss them. :) I miss Yussie and Rinnay too. Me mummy miss u both daling. :) Mwahs. Hope u both're duin well. Mwahs.

Im having this bloody stomachache, m tahan-ing to shit as i type this. Ok, now its gone. Grr. I eat, then i shit, eat then i shit. How can i gain weight? Jeez. M so angry wid my system. Grr grr roowar hiss.

Listening to: Amber _311 (50 first date)

Ok. Imma go now. Have to dl this indian song m'hare hiwda mein nache mor' for our indian dance orientation stuffs. I hope i can find it in Limewire. :s :s. Ah well. Hopefully i can.

Maybe goin to somewhere later. Hehe surprise surprise! ;p

Listening to: Each time _East 17

Gona update my previous-previous long-long overdue entries later, so much to say but malas to update, haiyah. Hope brain's working. Hehew. So yeah, off now. Daa my love. ♥

Apparently, m still Mrs Lim Lehan cuz i was tinking otherwise. :s Too much soap opera i tell you. Drama drama. :s :s I miss my boy. How nice. Mwahs. :)

Holy shit! I cant believe i found that song. :D *WoooooooW*

Ok me is seriously gona go now. Daa love.

I jus noticed sumin. Hmm. Cristal clear. Cristal clear.

Gong Xi Fat Chai Outing.

2005-02-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

Last night, jus now. Today!

Morning: Bummed around. Ate. Watch tv. Yada yada yada. Take a shower. Lalala.

Afternoon: Dragged both sisters to Soon Lee to buy that thing Noir Cream Hair Bleach for face & body. Fast acting in as little as 7 mins. Its ok i guess, as long as it hides the hairyness in me, den dats fine by me. Cuz u see, i tried bleaching it (those hair on my hands) ONCE. Den, cuz de thing i used is esp for hair onli i tink. and Cuz de bleacher(?) too strong, den some of the hair putus, so more labat tia de bulu in tanganku. Haha how ironic. I cudve jus lyk u noe use de veet hair removal thingy. HHEEHEE.

To Umie: Sorry Mie, i didnt buy one for you, ada tinggal satu lagi, tapi i tink its spoiled cuz i saw the upper part of the box, its all scrunched up and de insides are all tilted! Ragu ragu jua ku an membali, i was tinking of asking the people whu worked dere whtr dey have like new stocks or sumin but since sis's was waiting in de car. Na tia jadi. Probably gona go to the other Soon Lee branch and see whter they sell similar stuffs such as this. Woo another stuff hunting bebeh, i laike! ;)

Listening to: Take ur sweet time _Jesse McCartney

Nyways, went home, Ana came over at 2. Her curly hair lawa. :D Hehe. Mwahs. I lubs you. HEHEE. I sounded so gay. ;)

Waited for Jurin till 3:45-ish. Went ober to Nenz for her open house. Gila, so many ppl! Well yea, not reli plang, i jus feel so out of place. :s. Prolly cuz my baju was being a bitch, twas so uncomfortable. Max cant come, Boring! Efra wasnt der too. Wira was deir tho. His eyes are purple now. Haha. Woo woo. Dating gi tu on the fone. Tsk tsk. Jahat eh you. Hehe. She sounded nice tho. ;)

Oh yea, waited for dey all Dk, Yani and other committees to come for meeting so yeah, Chinese new year open house celebration + business meeting. Eseh. Haha ;p Ended up baliked at 11:20ish. Dk, Ainnaa, Nena, Ners, Melo, Mizah & that one gurl that we like luked smashing! Actuli everybody luked lawa. *sizzles sizzles* Hehe *points to dk's dres* HEEHEEE. Shh. Jan bising. Tani dua ja tau. Haha. Nada wa, i love u wimmin.

Oh Oh! Food's great btw. Thanks Aunti for cooking! Tell ur mum thanks NenarS! I love the potato salad & de veggies. Absolutely nyaman. :D N de fork, god, i didnt noe wah. :$ :$ Malu wah. Haha. Deid if ur reading dis, Woo. ;p Love you.

So yea, discussed fo a bit lalala. Jurin went home early, along wid Wir & Rafie i tink. Haha. Jurin didnt recognised Wira at first cuz i noticed, wira was eyeing jurin. Man, dat was funnyy! HEHEEHEE.

Dey all gamble gamble here n der. Using small amt tho. *;p Ners* Hahaha. Hahaha. Funny dat gurl. N m not sure whter dey all drink or wat, i dunno eh. Cuz to me everybody luked high, including me, i didnt even drink, err drink dat thing i mean. Hehe. :)

Ba, off now. Gotta jet.

P.s: Mizah! Sorry daling. I fogot to link you. Dun hate me wa... Haha. Okay bah i link you now k! Den you sayang me. Mwahs. ♥

P.s.s.: Hai kamu. Remind me not to see porn ever agen. :s Huge boobies are somewat frightening. :s

♥

Boombastik.

2005-02-09T01:20:00.000+08:00

Im craving for twix. Twix~ Oh la la.

Meriah nye raya tahun cina tahun ini yer! Saya sungguh takjub! Haha. Okay. That sounds funny. I laike to amuse myself. It makes me happy. Hehe. Silly silly billy.

12 o'clock. I was on my bed oledi, getting ready to sleep. Feeling all depressed & lonely. Thinking of stuffs and him. Lalalala.

Skalinya, i was feeling sadkan Skali at 12, so many fireworks! De ones yg got this sprinkles sparkles. I was amused n sedih lah liat fireworks dari jendela in my room. Den, run to the kitchen to c the other fireworks and de ones rah my living room. Lari lari back n forth. Happy plus pilu. Heh? Hormones Twas 20 mins aft 12, still got fireworks. Syok plang but sad. Skalinya i was tired... Off to sleep.

I was ready to sleep den. BOOM! Something wen off arah blakang rumah at my neighbours. I was lyk, woah, wtf happened? Den, i tried to sleep agen. Doozed off, so peaceful lah lyk dat, den the 3rd airbom? i have no idea wat chu call it. But yeah, i woke up agen. N guess wat, dozed off a couple of times, i tink it went off like 5 tyms agen, say yes to exaggeration! twas actuli 3 or so more. Den, i got fed up i decided to use my dad's chopper ear plug. But noooo, there were more blast n the sound penetrate thru moi ears.

Got fed up & here i am blogging, m so blur ryt now and i cant even form correct sentences.!@#$%@%^@$@#% Grr. I cant sleep anymore. *cries* :(

Oh oh! Night snack! Im hungry. HEHE.

Gong Xi Fatt Choi and Awal tahun hijrah!!

2005-02-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

Hai. Got back from tution a while ago. Twas, how to say ah, fun. Haha. Leena was a bit lagged. Boo you kambang, i noe ur tinking bout ur daling. Hehew. Touch touch me agen, sexual harassment lah you! Haha, affectionate & lovable that gurl. She made me feel loved. I love you gf! U were... 18 mins late jus now! Tapi sokay, i still love you pasal ko kambang.

I came to tution at around 6:25-ish. WOWE!! I cant believe it, world record. Hehe. Today is 8th Feb. Must take account of it. Hehe. (L)

I jus ate a hellot of food jus now. I lose weight due to the pass events in my life. :( Haiz. Appeton didnt do any good to my system. System backfired. :( :( Owh well.

Took altered cheongsam jus now, de taylor people werent there, they went home early. Eeeks. Cuz i tink i wana alter some more, oh welsh, maybe next tym. Or malas lah. Hehew.

School was olryt. I skipped Maths and Geo! :D. Last 2 period and
afternoon classes. 1st attempt of the month//year and i succeded. Yeay. Jus see how it goes lah on Sat, maybe got some scolding, if m coming to school that is. HEEEEE. ;)

Shout out to everyone:

Have a merry chinese new year kamu! and awal hijrah! May we all have a good and properous year, good health and excellent edu this year! Rooster year? Yea i tink so. Lets jus hope we'll get good results for our Alevels and bahagia selalu di samping org yang tercinta. *fingers crossed* Amin amin.

*Throws firecrackers to everyone* *throws red confettis* *light up red lantern* Gong Xi Fatt Choi everyone! *hugs & kishes* Dun foget to drop red angpows for me. :)

Hearts' acting weird today. Ve been all hyped up and laffing laffing like there's no tomorrow. Haha. Too much caffeine i guess. Or initial sign of insanity? Haha most probably.

Love yah. Ttyls love. ♥

Replies to taggiormeters:

Leong: Hehe. Thanks love. Realli appreciate it. I love you to bits too. Sal ko kambang. U too, jan ko depressed sana, karang aku ikut depressed jua. Hehe, thanks for tagging! I mished you! Oh oh! Happy chinese new year to u daling. Mana angpow ku? *pout* Hehe nada lah. *hugs* ♥

Fairuz: Ko online wah awal ani! I wanted to talk to you! I miss you wah eh. :( Cuba tah ada msn in ur skul :( We're having cuti for 2 days, Chinese new year and awal tahun hijrah. Yay. Hehe. Thanks for tagging k. I was hoping that u wud tag. And u did. M so happy. Love u daling mwahs. *hugs* ♥

Max: Hehe. Woo. Ada anjing sebelah. :) Ur coming soon. Aku lambung ko ke air! Hehe, jus wait ah you. :p

Nena: *Wrestles Nena to the ground* Woo woo ko kambang! Haha, i missed you today wimmin. U overslept n didnt go to skul. U dun sayang me ka? Haha. *Kiss action* Rwoar rwoar rowar! Haha calie. Bah cmon! We make stars. Hehe. Cu on thurs ah! *hugs* ♥

Nisa: :) Thanks. *hugs* Baju ku luks weird on me. :/

Nova: Maths are scum! They're ruining our lives! :( Ehe, nah jus playin. Woo. Mwahs. :)

Envy: Hai love. Ko lagi lawa kali aa! Hehehew. M not the one yg kana hit by those hawt european goddess. Eeeks! Aku jeles. Hahaha. Im in love wid her yknoe. De Model gurl. *Drools* *smitten smitten* Hawtness. *Sizzles* Love you. ♥

Public apology.

2005-02-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

Today's not a very good day afterall. ;_;

Ok. Ive never been good wid words or explaining sumin dats related to my emotion, i usually go blank and i sounded weird but bear wid me kay. I am not happy. Ive been crying myself to sleep these past few days. Someone made me realise something. He said some stuffs... it really hurt a lot but nevertheless, he made me realise something. That i am a brat, im selfish, i am a lousy gf to be wid and m a lousy fren. I jus wana thank you. Thank you so much.

This goes to everyone: Im really sorry of wat i did to you or your frens or whoever dat is close to you. Sometyms i tend to jus lock my feelings inside till i xplode. And i do that a lot. Im easily annoyed and i tend to be selfish all the time. But i noe, even tho i was angry or in watever crappy mood dat im in, dat doesnt mean i have the right to jus Kappofh in ur face and jus scold ppl whenever i want to. I noe i was wrong, i ADMITTED i was wrong and im olwas wrong, yeah im olwas wrong, i noticed that, :( cuz i tend to jus assume things without even investigating or discussing things thru wid them n such. ;_; I feel really really really bad. I wanted to say this for a long long time oledi, but me being the wuss that i am, i didnt cuz, m jus, i dunno, m jus scared to say dat i sorry cuz im afraid dat they wont accept my apology, even tho, its truly from the heart. I jus wanted to say this. Im reli reli sorry... I really i am. This goes esp to my sister, Nisa for arguing wid u all the tym and pushing u around and. M really really sorry. Im sorry for everything. Pls forgive me. (!_!)

And to my close fren, Ana, i noe ur not gona read this but hell, m jus gona say k, i'll apologise to you personally on Monday ;_; M really sorry for scolding you las tym, i was in a very xplosive mood, and that too doesnt mean that i have the right to scold u. Jus becuz u were close to him and all, dats jus silly. M so stupid sometymes. (I can imagine u saying, ur stupid all the time) but i noe u love me one even tho u say that. I can get very very sensitive at tyms. :( Im really sorry k na, i do hope u forgive me. N m sorry for taking such a long time to realise this and apologise to you, i noe u feel sad. ;_; *hugs*

And to my daling, Lehan, m really sorry for everything... I noe ur very sasak at me oledi. I can understand y. M sorry for scolding you all the time or jus assume things without asking. and also for scolding u cuz u spent more time wid ur balls or other things, i am a wimmin, i cant understand these things. Relationship of men and balls, its jus hard for me to digest that in. And also comparing stuffs, dat has to stop. To his bessies, i dunno whtr ur reading dis or not, but i jus want to let u noe dat im sorry for making him feel so miserable. and M so sorry, if i did offend u ppl. I noe Lehan loves u all very much and i totally respect that. M really sorry... :(

And to the others, if i ever did ter-offend u in any way accidentally or in-accidentally, m reali realii sorry. :( :( I noe, de things dat i say above mcm nada feelings and all, but i swear, Demi Allah ada, m jus DAT bad wen it comes to expressing my feelings.

Im really really (infinity x) sorry... :( If u hate me and decided not to accept my apology, i totally understand k. I noe i was wrong. :(

I feel so down now n m really really sad. Ok. Imma run to my room now cuz i tink my mum saw me crying in front of de pc. ;_;

I cant tink nymore. I seriously have no idea wat is up wid my english. Sigh.

Yours truly without wax,
XxLina

[Sleeping? No shit] ;p Hehe. Dedicated to you love.

2005-02-06T13:32:00.000+08:00

Hey thanks daling for ur support, NenarS & Envy. Love you both. Mwahs.

Hehe. Me & Envy were stalking jus now. Hehew. We're so happy ryt now.

Check this out: She.and her LJ. Shes hawt. Young photographer.

Gosh. I am a stalker. *giggles*

Oh, wen browsing thru her LJ, we stumbled upon her. Woweee. She simply oh-la-la. Im in love.

Stumble upon this too. Today's my lucky day. Wowee.

Art.

2005-02-06T10:25:00.000+08:00

I simply love this. I like i like.

Chemical romance.

2005-02-04T13:11:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Numb/Encore _Jay Z and Linkin Park

This song is so... distracting. Hmmm?

M eating Cadbury Twirl. Swirls and curls of Cadbury Dairy Milk Chox~ m too malas to cook extra food to eat today. Malas-ness melanda. :s :s. Mummy cooked tom yam soup jus now, and its nyummy! But no squid. Bummer. So therefore, less nyummy-er. :( and curi-ed my bro's bigass low fat strawberry yogurt drink plus ate some cookies. Ate some double choc ice cream. Sigh. No matter how much i eat, i can never seem to gain weight. So frustrating. So kurus lyk batang stick. How very unsexy. Bleurgh. Discussed, eseh, ;p to Leeny about the Appeton weight gain milk formula, she said dat too doesnt work for her and it tasted lyk shit, ve got no problem wid dat tho, i eat anything mah. Hehew. Ok lame lame. :x But i is yet to try it out, anything for boobs but the problem is i cant find it nywhere. Where oh? Hmm. Miri? Bahaha, last time i went der was lyk... er... pri 4? eh? :$ Malu eh.

Okay. Just read Yussie's blog jus now. God, i miss u yus. *hugs* Love u dalings. Kalau durang baca ni, gerenti kana ucap sepasang kekasih. Hows ur hand? Got chemicals seeped thru? Marah ku ni yus arah skulah mu. Cua ko swing skali ia punya guru besar atu. Aku ckp malay pasal in case durang baca (how do u say dis post?) kandungan ani, ntam saja lah heeehee, nda ku tau cana kan xplain, tkt ko kana panggil karang arah de computer person thingy lyk u said las tym. *huga huga* Mwahs. I'll mail you soon k. Mail me back ah! m using my gmail mail. My gmail: bibi.ali86@gmail.com. Do they still block mails sent thru hotmail account? Jus reply at my mail k. Love you.

Ok. Now m jobless. Probably gona watch some dvds later, actuli 4 dvds more to go: Raise your voice, Johnson Family Vacation and The Bourne supremacy. Watched Sleepover and The princess diaries 2 already. Raise your voice, heh, watched lyk 1/4 part of it cuz i dunno, nyeh i find it boh-ring. NenarS, imma give it back to yah soon k. Mwahs. :)

Oh oh and olso probably gona finish up Rodz's notes too and give her back asap. Latest this Sat pls. Woweee.

Chatting to Envy and NenarS now. I missed you both. I miss Yussie & Rinnay too and I miss Lehan. I love him. ♥ *hugs kamu*

Replies to Taggiormaggots:

Fairuz: Haha yea, most of em got excellent results. Jeles ku mo. Hows ur As yus? Lum gi kuar results. Lama sudah aku na contact ko, i tried to mc ur fone, but cannot reach. :s :s Hows ur hand? Blog more la yus, i miss u wah. ;_; ♥

Max: For me it sucks, cuz my notes nda berupdate and mcm dari awal aku nda belajar bebanar, dats y m lost now. Pi ko max, ko ada basic nya, so i tink no prob tu kalau ko mbil, u jus have to atu saja, u have to spend less time online saja. HAHA. OUT. Nada bah, aku memain ja. Atu atu, i tot ur not allowed to take Maths arah Smsa now? Kami nampak ko tadi. :p :p Mwahs

Chicka: Hai chicka! Halu halu. Yeaha, I is in luv wid moony, yatah i took lots n lots of pic everytime full moon every month. Dats y ada de moon chart ah, sanang ku mencek. Mwahs. :)

Lalalalala.

2005-02-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Running _No doubt

I tink im mean. M selfish & m mean. Slap me. *Rapes self* :( :( and I tink m harsh on him too. Gosh, i am a man. Man + Man = ;) Leeny. I know u like one. Haha. Woo woo.

I missed him. I love him and all, i do really but gah, i dunno. He spent more time wid his balls (not that ball. boo.) than moi. :( So sad, i noe. Maybe i shud shoot myself in de head. Suicidal? Fark, in ur dreams lah. Foo.

Guess what kamu! I was selected for the orientation volunteers thingy stuff. Wow. Short notice again. :s We were asked to go to Room 33 during break right, and they did dis lucky draw thingies and de MPPs had to draw like 15?// 30? volunteers' name out of 90 stewdents. Jurin & Me got lucky i guess, cuz we've got it! Wooho. Now ~~plotting evil stuffs~~ can bully Max & NenarS. Yeha Ariba ariba andre! What shall we do to them? Any evil suggestions? (6) HEEHEE (6) HEEHEEHEE (6) Hehe no lah. Love u both to bits. Mwahs. ♥

Bad news today tho, my bday present died. :( :( Sigh. - Moment of silence - Nenarissah died today, 6:30 am in the morning. I was givin him (m assuming dat its a him cuz Kaka Noor said so) food ryt, den it didnt move. :( My theory: the fishy lost its appetite & dun wana eat dats y it died. :( Im sure gona miss Nenarisah. Goodbye my love.

Nyways, in skul, nuthing much happened reali. Bummed around wid de gurls, yada yada. Toked about prom n such. Yada yada. M so jeles of NenarS, shes probably in Miri right now buying helloads of prom dresses. *jeles jeles*

Cried a bit. :$ and Slept from 3 till 6-ish. Bummed around. Went to Kfc wid lil sissy & mummy. Saw dis rad army tank car. Haha, man, dat was rad. HAHAHA. Cali wah tank car to town. Dats jus like so funny. :x :x. Bought 3 set of chicken burger, wedges and pepsi. Send over to sissy's and went home. Heard some Gong gong chi, correct?//lion dance at Chung Hwas' school. Oh, i miss lion dance days. :)

Online & boo, here i am.

Yoghurt.

2005-02-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

Tired tired~ Fuh.

Yani, Nena and i decided to survey for Prom venues. We have two dribers jus now, de real driber and Nena's sister, Nicola. She picked us up at 3-ish. Thanks for dribing us around. Mwahs. ♥

Went to Skbb, man... deir service there suckass. Grr. Went to the receptionist area and found this note saying 'Pls calls dis no. #lalalalala, if wana ask sumin sumin, or go to Room 102 or 103 on the 1st floor' den ryt, we thot there was no ppl there so we went upstairs to find them, wana ask dis n dat lah lalalala. Knocked the 102 and 103 room, no body answered. Went downstairs and turns out, der IS ppl der, sleeping wah him. He was sleeping on the couch wid his tv on, we knocked n he was startled i tink, n we ask la lyk whtr we cud rent the bounquet (sp?) hall, den he sounded as if he was drunk, he said sumin, no power supply to that room, lalalaa. Oh well, too bad. >:/

Went to Rivera hotel? as well, but they said dey dun have any banquet hall n such, dey onli use the restaurant area for function which is for 50 or so people only. Yeah. Cancel la dat.

Den, we went to Yani's shop to fetch some papers to write on. Haha. :$ :$. So yea, no more places to go so we decided to check out Panaga Club. Went to my place, to get dad's membership card. The card was in de Mers ryt, den, being the gagas-person that i am, i opened the car door and the alarm went off. Ask Lil sissy for the car keys then, she said sumin bout Nisa using it jus now in the morning, atu aku panic, cuz i immediately thot she brought it to bandar, since shes guin there today. But auntie have the keys, god, major heart attack. :s :s.

Went there, n the security, being the dick that he is , he was lyk 'Membership card, whus card is it, bla bla, how old are you?' Asking very rude lah. Not even a good afternoon. I noe its deir job and all, but, god, wheres ur manner kan? Pms kah? HEHEEEH. Boo you sucka.

Haha, jam factory. DAT was funny. Cali cali. Nena was lyk 'Eh we go jam factory mau kamu?'. Den we were lyk uh? cuz we didnt get wat she was sayin. Den we went to the admin area, twas closed since pass office hours oledi. Hehe late bah kami :$. So we browsed around, checking out stuffs, found the banquet hall, and we asked the Kenyalang (sp?) restaurant ppl, whtr we cud chek the hall, n dey said Yes! yeha. but turns out the hall's quite small, basar lagi Bsrc, but i realii like the high ceilings tho. Booo.

Went browsing agen, to the pool area, playground area, so many cute babies. Kuchikuchiku. So cute eh! I laike. Nens ordered some drinks n chips to eat. Den we discussed about the things we shud do whilst me staring at kid's asses. Phedofile? Definitely! Haha sick. Sowie. ;p

Oh oh! About the jam factory, we passed it ryt, n Nenz kept toking bout it, me n Yani were lyk wat for she wana go to jam factory kan, buat jam jua ganya tu, den she explained lah dat jam factory's not a place to make food:jam! but jamming wah. Talor talor. Haha :$ stupid jam factory, id be cool tho if we held it there, but i doubt it cud fit 100+ ppl. I tink its schmall. Boo boo.

Den, went home. Wanted to check Ogdc and Bsrc agen but we figured, pass their office time oledi kan, so maybe next tym. Oh welsh. There's olwas next tym! Haha. Optimistic.

Ttyls love. I need to eat. Hungreh.

We saw Max tadi sending his form wid his beautiful mummy. Tagur-ed him from afar. Wooo! and i saw dis guy wid dis nice dreadlocks. Hehe another fren of Max, i tink. Eventhough its dreadlock, but it doesnt luk lyk its dry. Hmm, high maintanence kali. Coo coo. Bah, m out! ♥

OHHH NOOO!

2005-02-01T19:44:00.000+08:00

Halu. Bloody tired. Jus got back from Enghong, bought some cereals, tangerine orange, chips and other delicious stuffs to eat. Slurrrrpsss~ Hehew. OH! m eating Double Dutch Ice cream Confection wid Choc chips, Chashew nuts and marsh mallow. Plus keropok chips too. Rangka? Bahahaha. Woo woo. :p

Oh! Started our math tution today! Yay, twas olryt, quite nice actuli, we're studying in his living room, not dat other room anymore. He say must change new place for new 'Feng shui' aha, hes not even chinese. Chinese wannabe is eh dis Sir Krishnan. Booo. ;) New environment. So yeay! Bleh~ Hyper. Practised some questions on P3 topics, polynomial divisions n such. Dat too, was olryt. :D

Ok... Moving on. Backward motion. Heh, apakan? Hehe. School today was hectic, everbodeh was bz wid work, registration, running around wid cashloads of manneh to pay deir AS. Apparantly, most of us are taking As level exam for June. Signed up for 3 exams: Phy, Geo and Maths. Cost around $220. Wid local fees and that other fee oso, can't remember. Gosh, i can buy a lot of stuffs wid dat kind of money. :( Ahhh and Geo... was browsing thru de Alevel results for the geo in Smsa. Can hardly see ppl getting Grade C. Oh God, wish me luck. :s

So ryt, paid me and my sissy's As and Alevel examination. Took the resits, smelled it. You know, the resits smelled nice. HEHEEHEE. :$. Haha freak. And signed up, for the orientation volunteers but no, dey didnt add me in, thank god. Hehe. Cannot bully dey all Max and NenarS lah ni. :( :( Dis is so saddening. Haha. ;p

During Gp, Cher scolded us cuz we came in late to class. She marah² and ask us to stand and marked us absent for the whole day. Grrr. *throws rotten egg* Phy was olryt. Maths was olryt, studying Complex number now :D AND WE'RE GETTING A NEW MATHS TEACHER KALI. Gosh, unlucky eh my set, everytime change teacher, they changed our phy set last tym from Sir B to Miss M. Its olryt tho, now i have two phy note source or source phy notes. Hell, u get me? :s :s But kan, im used to her speed and de way she teach wa and not to mention my fetishes wid her style. She got style bah, i tink Ainaa got tired of me commenting on her nice daily outfits. I like her! HEHEE. MASA Crucial year lagi tu kana tukar. WTF? Bowh, emo breakdown. :s :s

Gosh, so mixed up my points. Blurred~

Geo! I knew it, he was about to ask me, then i looked at him, skali he turned away. I tink my deep-in-thoughts-stare turned him off, Bahahaha! even khairul? was looking at me, confuzzeled. :s I KNEW IT I KNEW IT. Wohoo! Shit, shud do that again sometym, deep-intense- look, deep-in-thoughts-intellectual combo look. WAHAHAHA. Ok :x Shutting up now.

Slept for 50 mins and off i go to tution class. And i was NOT late. Caya kamu? I came in at around 5:16-ish. Approx, 14 mins early than i used too. *BEAM BEAM* All and all, a majorly productive day. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D. Ok, m off to work now. Me is seriously gona revise. :)

Dis was long overdue, i wana say congrats to those people who did well in their As level and Alevel examination. :)

Congrats to these people for getting (insert results here_). Ok fark, i jus list them down cuz i feel so happy for them, and cuz i noe its bloody bloody hard to get bloody excellent results :) and plus u people need kiss upping k. ♥

Ramizah; bio: b, phy: b, maths: a
Zyden: c for Maths
Amee my darling; Maths: a, bio: a
Chan; Phy: a, Maths: a
Sarah; Phy: d, Maths: a
Foo; Bio: a, Maths: a
Dk. Yati; Bio: d?, Maths: b
My gf leena; Phy: d, Maths: c
Ana; Bz: u, Maths: a
Abi Sarwan; Chem: c, Phy: e, Maths: a
Ainaa; Geo: d, Maths: c
Dk. Nurimah; Phy: d, maths: b

Reply to taggiormeters:

The Enigma: Oy wir! Update wah site mu. Congrats wah ur results! Sorry didnt put ur results up there cuz aku takut ko mare. :) Congrats yeah. Ahaha and, mata mu wah tu, yatah silau! hahhaa Booo. Study smart k, mwahs.

Max: Adakan? Nda kami terjumpa ani wa, we were browsing around, in case kami terjumpa ko, pi nada, lau ko ada datang lagi, mc us nos k! jan lupa, den probably'll go straight to hall if nda bz! Mwahs. Ko kambang, baik ko jan main main. Jadi nerd tani. Hehehehehew. :p

Zyd: I mished u too, dun be too bummed out wah. Bagus jua udah tu dapat c, we'll try harder n get at least b, b, b minimum. Loads n loads of luck! Giler, chem :s :s. Haha but i noe u can do it. Our promise, nda ku lupa tu. Insya Allah akan tercapai. Hehe *hugs* ♥ :)

Mizah: I love you too, n m sure danny loves you too~ Sharing is caring. Bahahaha. Jan depressed banar sal ur results, bagus jua tu, b, b, a tapi nevertheless, ur taking it again kan, Good luck. Jan kuat jalan ah. Party saja ko tu bah yatah, tapi still u get excellent grades *jeles* haha. :p bahh GOOD LUCK EH. wish me luck too. Mwahs *hugs* ♥

Art lover.

2005-01-31T19:56:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Im not okay _My chemical Romance

I like this song's video clip, drummer's hawt ;) - sizzles -
Im not oh-fucking-kay~ (8)

Listening to: Crash Push _Robi Draco Rosa
Gosh. Incredibly hawt.
Hold me back~ I tink m falling over you. What did you do? Help me now, m losing me into you~ What did you do?~ (8)

For those whu appreciate photography. Visit Marty's Fotopage and Matt's Fotopage. Simply Gorgeous. Especially the 'Elements' pic in Matt's fotopage. Wohao. I love it.

Bloody tired. I. need. my sleepa wooza. zzzz. Laters. ♥

Colourful ♥from me to you.

2005-01-31T15:55:00.000+08:00

Okay. Today was very very tiring, i dun even noe why. Blaergh and i feel so important. Hahaha. Boo. Bida. Toked to a bunch of people, minge mingle around. Today felt good cuz yeah, despite for de fact that my hwk for saturday's finish. *BIG GRIN* Hehe suka ku eh. Except for maths tho, no hwk for maths cuz today got our weekly maths test which me surely'll fail one. Haha Wth's wrong wid my english? Shit shit. Read more books lah you.

Pre-U1 stewdents registered today. Met Kaka Noor ;p, both best-fren in law, Nisa & Mas, and Husna. Woo woo. Didnt see my sis and Max tho. Did u even come Max?! Was searching for sissy for moi i.c. Ada ka patut kan register AS, nda photostate ic. Nyeh. I tink i saw Lingling? gurl too, Nena's friend, i recognized her cuz browsed to her blog once. Thanks to my useless photographic memory. Heh. But kan de point is, she wore dis really nice dress jus now, plus its white-ish. My favourite color. Aku suka! Hehe. And i saw so many hawt chicks also. :Drools: and not to mention dis hunk, eseh hunk, bahaha, dis chinese dude from our tution class last tym, he got thru! Havent told Leena about it, for sure, drooling gila ni brabis. Tani drool sama sama k. Hehe. Lawa eh. *smitten* But Lehan's way way waaaay hotter of course. ;) Mwahs

Toked wid Ani + Jurin for a bit, and Lehan too. Sian my baby ♥ demam. :(. Dun foget to eat panadol keh. Mwahs.

Had our GP presentation in the afternoon, twas okay i guess. i wanted to say MORE but yea, me being the nervous-wreck that i am, all i can tink about's JFK's head. Visualing his shotted (eh?) head. Grrr. CRAP! Oh welsh. Will do better next time, MUST MUST!

Ok. Hungry now. Im gona makeee Mushroom soup. Yay. Nda kamu jeles? ;p

Ok. Reply to taggers, since my tag-board's pretty fcuked up. Boo you.

Leen: HAI LEENY. I missed you. ♥ Still havent see any changes yet. Boobs' still small. Bummer! :(

Rinnay: I miss you wah eh Rin. Aku jeles ko pigi Milan dis easter! Aku jeles jeles jeles. Take lots of pict and post it rah circles. And oh, hope u like the song. I remember dulu, like approx a year ago, or 2 yrs ago, asking me to dl it. Yth aku dl n i love it. Hehe. I remember! Dat song too reminds me of you. and incest. ;) ♥

Fe3QsTeR: Hai Fiq! Uits, hehe didnt noe whu u were till i read Lilac's page. How u duin? Fairuz told me she saw u kat Brunei hall de other time. OH! n thanks for de bday greetings yah. Mwahs. :)

Nena: Ko tau, aku marah wah. Haha. Nada laa... I noe hes tired. Kasian ku. :( Den, i marah marah him agen. :( :(. Slap me Nen. Mwahs. Love you! ♥

Jurin: KO BAU. BOOO. Eh, shisha mana!?

Nova: Awww... Aku free ni. Haha, nanti kalau kami turun bandar sama Nisa, threesome or foursome ketani liat Bulan, romantic eh~ *sigh* *smitten smitten*

Max: U PERV! haha nada bah, yeah will do. Thanks for the tips. Woo. Eh eh, c u soon ah. Dun foget, pilih PS Set 1. Sama kami & NenarS! Can't wait to see you soon!! Adios amigos boobos! Actually boobies but yea, doesnt rhyme wah. *lame* HEHEEE.

Nisa: Boo. How come you've got boobies oh, aku nada? Jeles ku mo. Boo huu.

Envy: Hehe thanks love. The bleacher thingy's 13$ + i tink. If can, i'll post it to you ahh! Finally, can experiment Fed ex. HEEHEE ;) Mwahs. Love you.♥

Nicky-pooh: Sorry l8 reply, but... Wat happened!!?!! Tell tell. Mwahs. Love you. ♥

Lilac: Haha. Boooo! Hai Kaka Noor. ;p Congrats on your results! Gimme tips on how to maximise brain usage ah pls! Heeee! ;)

Shadee: Oit oits man man hai hai! Hehe. Ur entries are so daymn funny wah. N de way u express stuffs. Cali! Hehew. :p

Zyden: Bonjour monsieur! Toi toi speak Japanese. Ja can't speak Japanese. Arigato gozaimas. Cana tah ur japanese lesson? Any funner? Aku mau french but no dollar sign. :(

Wow. Sorry nda ku tereply tag kamu. Palui wah tag board ku nie. :$ Heehee. Bah ttyls love! ♥

And i lost my $3. I usually visualise toyol taking my stuffs away. Smsa's full of toyols. Eeeks :( Scawee beings. Apparently, m still high on sugar. Ve been receiving chox from a friend for almost a week now. Everyday got choc he give. Hmm? ^0) - thinks - Nah. Dun think so. Free chox anyone? :)

Lehan! Mwahs syg ;)

My random thoughts.

2005-01-30T16:42:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Bagaikan Sakti _M. Nasir & Siti Nurhaliza.

This song reminds me of him. So yea, me is depressed agen. Stupid hormones. Grr. I feel so angry at myself. So emotional. - Slaps self - Sigh.

Aku serah kan jiwa dan raga ku~ ... Jika ini ketentuannya~ (8)

Siti Nurhaliza's so pretty. She reminds me of Rinnay. I miss Rinnay & Yussie. I miss u both daling. :( Hope u both're doing well. Dun foget to email me k! Mwahs. Love yah..

Listening to: Set adrift memory bliss _PM Dawn
Set adrift memory bliss of you~ (8)

Listening to: Lemar feat Cassidy _If there's any justice
This song reminds me of Thurs night. Jurin, Nena, Ners & Lehan.

Listening to: I'm okay _Christina Aguilera

This song reminds me of incest, i dunno why. :s
Once upon a time, there was a girl~ (8)

Listening to: How can you mend a broken heart _Al Green

I love this song. My favourite.

I can think of younger days when living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do.
I could never see tomorrow, but I was never told about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend a this broken man? (haha :x)
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

I can still feel the breeze that rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow, noone said a word about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again. (8)

Listening to: California _Lenny Kravitz
Reminds me of happiness. Plus, hes so sexy. I dig him.

Listening to: Again _Lenny Kravitz
All of my life where have u been~ I wonder if i ever see you again~ (8)

Listening to: Emotion _Destiny's Child
Another favvie oso. This song reminds me of my ex and my current emotion.

Listening to: Impossible _Christina Aguilera feat Alicia Keys
This song reminds me of my 2nd ex.

Listening to: Southside _Lloyd feat Ashanti
This song reminds me of Rinnay. :)

Listening to: Jgn bersedih lagi _Anuar Zain
Err.. ntah. Terclick. Hehe.

Listening to: Cintamu _Dygta feat. Ira
Our love song. I miss him ;_;

Any song from Goo goo dollz reminds me of Leeny.
MXPX _Everything sucks when you're gone reminds me of Umie.
Lifehouse _Breathing & Everything reminds me of dat Jis girl whu died.
Coldplay _Beautiful world. My depressed song.
Switchfoot _You reminds me of Lehan
Alicia keys feat Tony _Diary reminds me of Lehan
Usher feat. Alicia Keys _My boo reminds me of Lehan
Alcia Keys feat. ?? _If i aint got you reminds me of Lehan
Moments in grace _These days will fade reminds me of Lehan in Miri. Hehe.
No doubt _Running reminds me of my close frens
Switchfoot _Only hope reminds me of life
Anything from Dygta reminds me of Lehan

There. M sick in the head. I hate my mixed emotions, my ego-ness, my selfish-ness and my useless-ness.

Phone reminds of him. ;_;

I miss him and I need to study. Ttyls. Mwahs. Have a nice weekend people. ♥

Wowee. Moon.

2005-01-23T20:42:00.000+08:00

:'( oh so beutiful. Nyeh. Not really. This is so freaky. :s Nuuu!

I have no idea y its so yellow. :o

Its prettier in real life. :( Twas zoom-ed 8.0x. Bloody cam!

Prom night

2005-01-23T18:50:00.000+08:00

*WooooW* I jus visited Lilac's blog. Wow, her red dress so lawa. So striking. *kiss-up* Haha, nada lah, but its lawa. Wow. And the others too, effing lawa the dresses. Rinnay! U shud c this. Oh my gat! *scream wid joy* & my sissy jus showed me Jurin + Ani's prom picts. Wow. Ani luked gorgeous, Jurin looked lawa too. Compliments to the dress, Ani! Simply gorgeous my love.

Oh! I jus remembered. I wanted to blog bout our upcoming March Prom jus now, if jadi, that is. :s and listing down some of the stuffs i oughta buy or rather, things dat i WANTED to buy. Haha, nafsu gajah kali ah. Wow, dat sounds so icky. Stupid kinky thots. *slaps self* HEHEEHE. OH! Need some budgeting too.

Ok. Lets start.

Dat awesome gold hand bag. $60
Dat hand-hair bleaching thing. $15-ish?
UUU! Gain weight. Grow boobs. :$ Appeton weight gain. BHAHAHA. $8 +
Dress. Around $80+ or below will do.
Shoes, less than $40 pls.
Make-up accessories. We've got gold, purple for night ones, white & pink oledi. Maybe turqoise. Hm...
I NEED a haircut and new hairstyle too. New clr n shyts. Must Must!
Corsage!
Have to do sumin bout these ugly skin. :s
I tink dats it, cant tink of nymore at the moment.

Wait. I thot there was more. Hmm... ? oh well. Will tink of more to buy later. Whee~! i can barely wait. :D iski ku eh.

Hungry.

2005-01-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

*WooooW*. Jus altered my layout jus now. Wowee! Copy-cat-ed Sexphere's tahoma font. Quite nice and easily read-able. HEHEE. Sorry Max! I love these fonts bah. Jan mare keh. Mwahs.

Today, yeah. Err nuthing much happened i guess. Another un-productive day. Boh-ring. Maybe 25% productive. Us sexpherix in kb was supposed to meet Wira, dis weekend but yea, HEHE. Hmm, was duin my previous geo notes too, god, so much case study to memorise. So bleargh. Oh darn it, i fogot wat i wanted to blog about. Shiat. Oh well, some other tym then. OOOH OH LA LA!

I ate Salami Cheese, double choc cookies, Cheese cake, Nasi Ayam. MMMM! Nyummy nyummy, pure bliss~ Pig? yes yes? I tink dat pill's working. Hmm, or i tink its jus me. :s

and Oh! Visit here and here. Wicked layout, visit ah. :D

Hmm, this is quite a short entry. Maybe, i'll blog later. ♥ Blue heart for my baby, cuz he like blue. :) Ok, off now. Ttyls love.

Boredom. :s

2005-01-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

Today, sent over those cheongsam lining, Buttons? & side piping? Haha. Watever u called it to de taylor aft Nisa came back from kerja.

Went home & fix Nisa's hair. For about 2 hours ++? Sampai nda terbalas msg daling ku ani wa. Sorry darls! *Pout lips* Mwahs. ;) Haha. and My hand still smelled lyk dat dat... Gervenne mousse. :s :s. Slept early, well yea, quite early, on a saturday bah eh! I wana go out and party all night long. All night long~ (8) Sigh. Wat a unproductive boring day. Haha. Depressed ku dui malai ku.

I feel lyk going to the prom, but its too late now. Maybe i can sneak in! Cyeah right. HEEHEEE. Kiddin. Every body else's goin, Jurin & Ani's goin! Syok eh, jeles ku. Haf fun kamu! Take lots & lots of picts n post it in ur blog rin. Mwahs kamu! ♥

Where's my moon?

2005-01-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Went grocery shopping at 3-ish. Bought some essential stuffs from myself. Finally my lil, not reli lil, shes bigger den me, my younger sister, yah, dats more precise, hehe, decided to buy those Teen growth appeton pills. Yeah, i heard jus by eating that, we can gain weight and grow other parts too. BWAHAA. Nada bah, jk jk. Hopefully gain weight lah, amin amin~

Ok, bought foods n such. So much food. Whoppee. Food makes me happeh. Hehe. Bought cheongsam lining, piping & buttons. But too bad, the taylor's closed. Not closed tho but the owner ada some Eid function there, so yeah, not nice to barge in & disturb those ppl. Dats wat my mum said plang. :s Nyeh. I dunno. *shrugs

Experimented wid my puff pastries. Tasted, hmm, not bad actuli. De 1st try was nice. Kinda tasted lyk Express chicken pie. But de 2nd batch ones were kinda burnt cuz us siblings went jogging whilst mum waited for de food to cook. But mummy was siram-ing tillage, so yeah. Burnt lah jadinya. Wow, i can actuli use Geo terms in here. How Kewl!

Cycled and jogged around till 6-ish. Took some pictures of nature: Twees. Eseh. Nature tekarang. But yea, i, no, WE find de pokok very nice. Took some picts of our moon too, in ze late aft. Lawaaa :Drools: Agen, wanted to post picts but nah, still dont have the cds so malas tah ku. Maybe soon. Full moon is on the 25th. :D I cant wait! M bringing a telescope! Whu wana join?

But He's still pissed at me. So yea, mood went down quite a few notch. :( I missed you dalings. Pls dun be mad at me. :( Sighs

Grape tastes good btw. M hungreh.

@##$%%^ Encrypt that.

2005-01-21T09:29:00.000+08:00

Happy AidilAdha people. For those whu went to naik haji, safe journey & may god bless you. Hmm... where's everybody? So sunyi. Probably guin to Melo's place later aft Isya. Maybe maybe, if ada dangan ku. Hmm...

I tink hes still pissed at me. Dis ~~fucking~~ sucks. ~~Fuckin shit~~ i have a lousy fren. Swearing in zah morning's not good esp during hari raya.

I love you god. Pls let it be over. Amin~

Happy bday to Nerissah!

2005-01-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 12th bday to our cute baby sexpherix, Nerissah! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy Bday to Nerissah~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws yellow confettis around Nerissah* *pops dog-print balloon* May god bless you & panjangkan umurmu & berbahagia selalu! Amin~ Have a nice day! *hugs tyt tyt & kishes* =)

Heys darls, m sho sorry i cant come visit you during ur bday k. Me got no transport. :( But, i really wana go tho. Sowiee k darls. *hugs*

Today's not a very uh... how'd u say? a very good day. Bleurgh. Its lyk all moody moody... SNAP! Moody moody... Fucking shit, i might as well bite your head off. Biatch. I tink its either cuz of moi Pmsy-ness's coming or jus nyeh... my annoy-ness (sounds weird hmm...?) building up. Pms's so dangaras, so beware.

I tink dat gurl lyks me cuz she kept staring. Uh yeah. Wutebah. Lehan. I missed him. Sigh. Ah well.

Sir B's not teaching us anymore. Jus our set tho. Set 5. Dat sucks. I like the way he teaches. Masuk wah ke utak plus he seemed so strict sampai i wana do his work. Now, i tink Miss M's gona teach us. I heard... Nah, no comment jus as yet. We'll jus wait & see how it goes lah this mon. But still, dis sucks ass.

Now, i have these huge 2 agas bite. One on my shoulder, and de other one at de back. Its swelling up lyk some huge zit wid pus. Eeeew. I dunno bout de pus thing tho. Dats jus eeeeew. Oh mai gat. Ah rephrase dat, i have 3! One on my neck. Gatalnya tidak terhingga. Gosh. -scratch scratch- Bah Gotta jet. Ttyls! Mwahs. Nerissah, happy 12th bday! Mwahs. Lubs you. ♥

Under the sea~

2005-01-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

Dis is bloody annoying. Blogger jus lost my happy entry. Now its gona affect my mood & its gona be a not-so happy entry anymore. Sod it!! Grr. >:/ Have to retype the whole thing agen. Twas a long emo entry, how can u lost it? How can you?! Esh. Ok, my short term memory, u can do it. I tink dis was wat i wrote:

Hai. -scratch scratch- Hai. Jus got back from hantar-ing Lehan to hostel. Lemme c, wat did i do today uh? School~ Hm... Another distant memory. Can barely remember anything from der. Except for him. Nyeh. (Dis is not wat i wrote)

Hmm... OH! In skul, we had these question and answer session wid our geo teacher. Twas olryt, i guess. I was so scared till i was about to shit in my pants. :s He asked wat does fallow mean. I was de 1st person yg ia ask, but i didnt noe he was directing de question to moi cuz i wasnt ready yet. Me: still fiddling wid papers, pretending to do sumin but its actuli nuthing plus trying to avoid his eye contact. HEEHEE. I tink i did answer his question accurately but not precisely, nyeh.

Oh! Nisa & Syam picked Lehan from hostel round 5:30-ish. Dropped him off to my place and jalan-ed to the beach. So yeah. We went to de beach ryt, jogged a bit. More lyk jalan-ing tho. Haha. Dunch noe y i is malu-ing to jog. Wen he jogged, i laughed at him. Wen i jogged, we laughed together. Yes, we are a very weird couple indeed. Kekekek. Hmm yeah. Jogg-ed around, so many dogs tho. Got this huge Rod weiler browsing around, n other types dat i cudnt identify. All those shaggy huge type of dogs. I remember, we used to have this English + malay neighbour, they're lyk so into animals n stuffs. Spent thousand of grandsss jus to buy those pure breed ones: Rod weiler (sp?), Australian Wabbits and my guess, expensive pure breed cats too. N ooo! Deir anak's nice tho, and very the pretty oso. Mixture of English + Malay + Indian, she came to our house once during raya. She was fascinated by our cats n huge ass fishies. Which is hmm..., i dunno? Another animal lover~ Bless~ She said she loves sea fishes + creatures. I tink her fishies's still in Uk. and our next door neighbour has these adowable hairy dog. Very cute. and deir German shepard died. Cheh. So random. (Dis is so not wat i wrote jus now)

Well nyways, jogged/jalan watever u call it till around 6-ish. Us makan-ed wid Syam & Nisa. We all ate martabak, al- maklum org kapih. :$ :$ HEEHEE.

Nisa bought vanilla bubble teas. Bought some Nasi Katok also for Mummy, Lehan & Syam. Hantar-ed Lehan & Syam. Den, here i am, pissing off at blogger and re-writing de entry. Today's daily mood conclusion: a very interesting + jolly day indeed. Except for these annoying Agas bites + lost entries.

Hmm... i tink im missin sumin. Hwk? I cant remember wat m suppose to do. To my short term memory: I am pissed at chu. and i tink ur annoying. Ttyls love.

Taranaki!

2005-01-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

Hai. Jus got back from dis taylorbaju near X sumin. X-10? X-8 1/2? Yea i tink so. Checked Nisa's grad dress for de prom night on de 22nd. M gona play around wid her hair on dat day! HEHEEEHEE (6)(6) *EVIL GRIN* Mwahahaha. Nada wah. Jus gona experiment wid her hair n stuffs, accessorize it a bit, body shop glitters... I hope it turns out olryt. - fingers crossed - :)

Skul. Hmm.. As usual, nuffin much happened. Sir Geog tagur-ed me jus now cuz i didnt have de Taranaki, sounds lyk food but its so not. :( Everytym he said Taranaki, I kept tinking bout pizzas. Its lyk '... if u search de Inland of TARANAKI...'. - Stomach growling - '... roadings pattern and distribution of rainfall in Coastal TARANAKI...' - Excessive Drooling - Teriyaki chickan~ Oh welsh. Hes naice. Cuz of him now Map + Taranaki = Food. I lyk him! Hehe. GP! Ana ada presentation! Hehe. Was pretty pissed at dat dat... *throws carrot* teacher, jus now cuz she KINDA accused Ana, well not really Ana but de whole group, of plagarism. Cuz de other set was presenting de same article from BBC and she was lyk nyak nyak, accusing people nda tantu pasal. I mean lyk, BBCs de common source bah if we wana do research. :/ She didnt even say she was sorry. Sheesh. >:/

In Maths & Phy, me is lost. Phy dey were toking bout Ideal gases -- inter-linked wid Chem. But i is not taking Chem anymore. Yea, dats y, m super lost now. Chem. Brr. M scared of Chem cuz of Sir ##. He used to be my Chem tutor. He has so many rules, regulations and many many many DO NOT, everytym i went to his classes. - Heart attack: Die - Mr ## rules:

Do not sneeze or out you go.
No consistant coughing or out you go.
Move your stools SLOWLY. No noise wen hes' explaining or hes gona go BOOM.
Cannot go toilet during his lesson. or wen hes about to start.
Practical's de WORST. Oh mai gat. Scawee.
Have to be in class ON TIME. or hes gona black list you n go BOOM.
Do not question his notes. His notes is VERY correct.
He is very very unpredictable. 1 sec now: Cheery. 3 secs later: BOOM! Maigat.

Ask Nena, she knows. :s Scawee. Yea, dats y i decided to drop Chem. Scary business, i tell you. Maths. Yea, Maths. Haha. Lama dah ku lost. HEHEE.

Sissy's jalaning wid Syam. Mum gave her dis new $50 note, i wanted to change wid her but i changed my mind. Hmm... Yea. M running out of topics talk about. :s.

Tmrw, probably gona jog wid Lehan + Sissy + Syam + Food. and on Thurs, probably gona go to Nena + Nerissah's Crib. Nerissah's bday coming soon. Happy Advanced Bday dalings! Mwahs mwahs. ♥

Happy bday to Radhiah!

2005-01-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th bday to beautiful Radhiah! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy Bday to Radhiah~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws pinque confettis around Radhiah* *pops pinque balloon* May god bless you & panjangkan umurmu & berbahagia selalu! Amin~ Have a nice day! *hugs tyt tyt & kishes* =)

Haie! Hellow! I flunked my Phy test. :( Dis is so saddening. No matter how hard i tried, i cant seemed to improve. Why kan why? Dis so kills my motivation.

Self-discipline~ Me is lacking of dat. Grr. I need self-discipline. Self-discipline~ - chant chant - M so lazy. Yea, we had our group presentation on human wights on Saturday. Haha. It was horigible. My voice was shaky & i have no idea wat i was toking abt. Apparantly, I read someone else's article, i tot itwas Tan's but no! its not. I tink its from de previous's set. Mai gat. How embarassing. Izzat, told me dat Tan left de article on de table n ask me to read it. He was implying dat, i tink, cuz i noe Tan was having dis flue? n his voice wont come out. So yea, i pity him n decided to read it for him. + de article was shawt n simple n brief than de ones i researched n our teacher DID say dat de presentation was SUPPOSE to be brief. Arounfd 5 mins or so. N in our grup, deirs lyk 4 ppl presenting. Siyal. Turns out, most of de other group was reading de whole article. Grr. De ones yg i researched was pretty interesting tho. Oh well. Shaking lagi tu suara ku :s. Not my day la that day.

Maths, we had our p4 test. I tink twas quite tough. Asked Ana bout it, she said de paper was pretty ok. My gat. :s :s :s. Oh welsh. n oh! I tink my dad was having these erm... experimentting + i-want-to-make-my-own-food-cuz-its-way-cheaper mood. He made us rush ² cuz he wanted to make my mum dis thing, dis kueh, i dunno wat its called. Sumin dis green ball flour, usually gula melaka in it and de outer part covered wid sabut kelapa. Correct? Sabut, de white thingy, its called sabut right? Santan? Ntah eh, i dunch noe.

Oh yeah. N we did this, Fresh made soya beans. I tink its lyk a father-daughter thing. Havent done this lyk in eons. He asked me to read de instruction, he claimed dat he cant read cuz his specs atas. Cyeah right. Hehe, nada bah. ♥

Oh yeah. We went to Maya to find bday present for my mum's fren. Biasa kain~ Hehe. Wimmin noawadays~ OOOO! Got dis junk shop, dey sell quite nice stuffs bah, de junk stuffs lyk squishy bantals, and deir quite cheap too! But de thing is, i tink de pekerja's kinda rude, not rude unfriendly. So yea, turn off a bit.

Went to Soon Lee to buy some stuffs. AKU LIMPAS HOSTEL TADI. I CAN C NAKED LEHAN! Hehe nada bah. Got a lil bit excited der. HEHE. :$. I missed him. Hm, yeah! Soon Lee. I didnt noe Soon Lee sell quite a range of barangs! N there too quite lawa. But i tink de price, aa... so-so. But de caps, skirts, mini skirts, hawt pants, jumper, jeans, pretty naice eh! Rambang mata ku tarus. :D

OO!! I love de cheong sam too. Grey ones, white ones, pink ones, i feel lyk bali-ing all of em. :D. Lawa. Made my day dat bajus. bajus bajus - chant chant - :D:D:D:D:D:D M sho happy. Window shopping makes my happeh! Too bad all of de money in my wallets for education. Oh well~ Ada org mahu bali kan utk saya? - HINT - Hehe nada bah. ♥ Gotta jet. Work to do. Ttyls. Nyt!

Thankss!!

2005-01-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Yeay. My layout's fixed. Yehaa Ariba ariba andre! Thanks to... Max *bowwwwws*. K have to study now! Vince's on tv. Juara lagu thingies. Baik ku belajar. Hehe. Gdnyt! Nyways, thanks a lot Max ey! Mwah mwahs. (K)(KK) ;)

Nuts. Dis layout's nuts.

2005-01-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

Wooow. 7 hours of browsing, onlining, altering layouts. I can feel my zitz popping out sal de screen radiation. Its jus horrigibile. :s :s. Havent mandi-ed or study for our P4 maths test or even done my hwk. Dis dis... layout ni punya pasal. Curses. Have the tendency to work till i get it right. Cyeah right. Siyal. Y cant i do maths like this ah? Bahaha. Bah somebody do help, i is clueless ni mo. This is de layout dat ive made or alter, rather. God, dis layout's a bitch. When i used imageark as host, na dapat, de image wont show. Then, when i used photobucket, de layout's bloody small. But i did wat Max had told me, 1028 & 768. I need the Sexpherix or anybody to help me wid dis. Pleash. I absolutely have no idea wat m duin. N oh dis thing uses absoulte position thingies olso. Absolute Whaa? Oh crap. Cracking backache.

Nyways, gona change dis soon agen er... soon! Asap i hope. Wen Max or Nena's online. Den... *crack knuckle* Bring it on bebeh. Ugh. Horrigible. Bare wid it keh!~ Ttyls love.

Lalalalalalalaalalaa~ Al Green. My love. Isnt he gorgeous? I heart him.

OMFG! SHIT!

2005-01-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

OMG. I WANTED to upload picts from to my dad's laptop ryt. Den, I jus realised de bluetooth program kana uninstall. Andddd i went to my room to get de cd cuz de bluetooth cd's in my bloody school bag. Den wen i took de cd from de white paper packet thingy, i was lyk :0 :0 :0 *die* Oh my freaking god! De Cd!! De Cd... *cries* broke into half! cuz u see, Jurin borrowed de cd cuz he lost his and me being de cuai one, i put it in my bag. n i usually thrw my bag around cuz its so freaking heavy. I tink it broke cuz..

I lean on my bag.
I usually jus slipped or slammed those heavy geo Waugh txtbook n those 2 heavy maths book
My bag's those soft type, not reli soft tapi u noe, lyk sag (heehee, cali bunyinya) if u dun put any books in it.
and other abusive stuffs that i do to my bag..... (A)

No wonder he put it in between his THICK maths book. supaya cd atu... NDA BALAH DUA or sumin. :s Faluiiii. OMG. OMG. Wth m i goin to do? *die die die*. Hmm.. think lina think. i can jus borrow someone else's cd and burn anoder copy of it. But... sayang eh! Shiat. Ah well. M so dead.

Okie. M gona so die now. Uwaaa. Shyt.

Bday shout out to Umie!

2005-01-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th bday to our beautiful sexpheric Envy Umie! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy Bday to Umie~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws black confettis around Umie* *pops black balloon* May god bless you & panjangkan umurmu & berbahagia selalu Di Cardiff! Amin~ Have a nice day yea!! *hugs tyt tyt & kishes* =)

I texted Umie jus now, saying happy bday, brunei time tho, i wanted to send her anoda text msg at 8 (12 oclock uk time, i tink) but i was in my geo class, n our sir's cranky plus me is sitting lyk quite close to him & de board. So yea. Aku takut. Sorry miee. Mwahs! ♥

I jumpa-ed Lehan befo registration. Toked a bit, tagur2 org a bit. Bla blahs. Registered for June AS. Gosh, now i dunno whter i shud take 3 sub. Our tutor said sumin bout taking subs dat u sure ur gona get A onli. :o. o Shit. I onli took em 3 subs for reassurance, in case, i didnt get de real a'level thingy. M scared. Gah! I reli dunno. Cant reli predict my marks nowadays. :(

Hmm... Maths was olryt, i guess. Still on vectors. Maybe gona start on P6 dis thurs. Den abis! if we've finished our syllabus oledi, we're gona have maths test every single day. Yeay! 8-) De more, de bettah. ;)

Bla bla & de rest of de day, ketawa saja mcm org gila wid Nena along wid Ana, Deidre and our phy mates. HEEHEE. Haha. N oh, dis poor dk, she lost her quite-new-frameless- specs dalam toilet bowl. Dalam u noe, those old fashion squatting toilet. :s *hugs* BUY A NEW ONE K! Dun dig dig. Mwahs.

Yea n special thankies to Nena for dangani kan moi to ambil books from my locker. Jauh lagi tuh. Den, we have to turn around sal de bloody gate was locked. Thanks a whole lot nen. Scary eh dis skul. :s. Gona watch Dvd now: Hell boy. Haha. Mwah. Toodlelu!

Under the sea~

2005-01-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

-Scratch scratch- Yay. Jus got back from hantar-ing Lehan to hostel. Hehe.

Lesse, wat did i do today? Hmm... Skul was olryt, i can barely remember. Nyeh. My short-term memory. OH! Skul, ryt, Geog. We had these short question & answer session wid us geo teacher. Twas ok, i guess. But I was so scared, i tink i was about to shit in my pants. Haha siyal. He asked wat fallow means, took me a while to register dat he asked moi cuz i wasnt ready, still fiddling wid my papers. :s :s Preventing eye-contact la tu. HEHEE. But i tink i did answer it correctly but its not really dat accurate lah, jus precise. Nyeh.

Blargh blargh. Oh. Went jogging wid Lehan at round 5:30ish. But god, its still hot. Maybe its him. Heh. Corny. Bahahaa. Lalalala. Syam & Nisa picked him up & dropped him off at my place.

Went to de beach & jogg-ed? Er... haha. More jalan-ing i tink. :s. Cuz malu ku wah kan jog, i dunno y. Seems so funny. Akward kali. HHAHAHA. Swish~ swish~ We're sliding thru de sand~ Heh. Lame. So many dogs too. Rod weiler (sp?) browsing arah de area. We had a neighbour once, they're lyk so into animals, dogs, fish u name it lah. Spent thousands of dollars jus to buy those pure animal breed: rot weiler (sp agen?), Australian wabbits & my guess a couple of pure breed cats. :s :s. But de anak's nice tho, shes pwetty. English + Malay + Indian. Shes into those sea fishies creatures thingy. Dat too, i tink cost round Brrr. Mahal ler. But its nice! and I tink her fishies in Uk. Haha. ok ok enuff said. bla bla.

Yeah, jogging/jalaning nyeh watever u call it til 6-ish. Us Went Mkn-ed wid Nisa & Syam mkn martabak. Al-maklum, org kapih. Hahaha. Ah well. :$ :$. HEHEE.

Nisa bought bubble teas. Nyummy. Bought some Nasi Katok for Mummy, Syam, Lehan. Hantar-ed Lehan. Hantar-ed Syam. Den, here i am. Therefore, conclusion for today. Twas a great day. :D. Oh except for this agas thingy. It itches lyk hell.

I tink im missing something. I tink got hwk but i cant remember. To my Short-term memory: ur annoying. Shiat. Hmm...?

AS AS ASS! ASS!

2005-01-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

Gah! I was told dat tmrw was de last day to register for de AS thingy and have to pay by tmrw oso! Oh mai gat. Told dada about it, n he said okay. He's gona give me $$ later, thank goodness. I tink 3 pprs + practical costs round $220+ i tink. Thanks Leya for reminding me agen kay. Mwahs. Lubs you wimmin.

Slept tarus ryt aft my geo aftnoon class finito. Sms-ed wid Lehan, asking him bout AS agen. Haha. Kes beruri. Karan went off at around 6-ish. I heard aunti swearing sumin lyk 'siyalan' cuz she wana those ceta series cina ah. >:/ MMMkay. Karan went off for lyk 20 mins or so. Thank god.

Dangani kan me mum hantar dis tukang urut, mummy was berurut-ing downstairs in de dark. Bahaha. Dat was nuts. HEHEE. HEEHEEE. N i saw de moon, twas weird. I panicked a bit cuz de moon was from de other side, not from its usual side. From our house, usually ia di kanan wa! n I was thinking 'Kan Kiamat kali omg. :o' Hmm.. come to tink of it, twas still 6 oclock, close to 7. Tapi i dunno oh.. how de moon works wrt time, i mean ia punya rotation pi, twas weird + scary. Hmm... maybe shud do some research on dat to prevent another heart-attack. Scawee. :s :s :s Ttyls. Belajar! Mwas. ♥

Happy anniversary 2-5 mths~ i lubs you.

2005-01-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

Happy 2 - 5 Anniversary my darling Lehan! Happy anniversary to us~ Happy anniversary to us~ Happy anniversary to us~ Happy anniversary to us~ (8) *throws blue & white confettis around* *pops blue & white balloon* May god bless you darling & mudahan kiter dapat good A'level results. - fingers crossed - *hugs tyt tyt & kishes* =)

Hai. School was olryt. Nuffin much,as usual. Watched DreamCatcher wid sis. Dat movie's quite okay. Hehe. But i heard de book was kinda long-winded. Hm... ntah lah. I dunch noe. I didnt sleep, hopefully aku na cranky for dinner outing karang. I dun eben noe wat dinner outing means. Saja, wana use fancy words. HAHA. :x :x Wutebah.

Yea, mandi-ed at around 6-ish. Lalalala fastforward. Den, ambil-ed Lehan arah hostel round 6:50ish. Janji kul 6:30 plang tuh. HEEHEE. Picked up Syam. Went to Wisma; photocopy geo notes from textbook. Went to Soon Lee, bought two packets of fish food, our daily roti and strawberry marshmellow. De marshmellow tasted lyk ugh... -gag-.

Went to Ayamku. Nyummy! i ate sphagetti + chicken as usual while de rest makan nasi + ayam + oder stuffs. I was wondering kan, napa basar ayam durang?! I noe aku damit, but Y MY CHICKAN SO SMALL HUH?! Tell my y! Hehe. okie jus playin.

Went to Ideal, ryt aft dat. Making out kali ah. Haha. Nyeh, too much information. Bleurgh. Err.. bagi makan ikan. Walked & jogged around. Bagi makan ikan agen. Walk around agen. N oh, i saw dat jay chou luk-alike person wid his chinese gang. Nyeh.

Sent danny to hostel at 9-ish. N here i am. Home sweet home. YIKES. HWK! Ttyls. ♥

Lewis & Pearl

2005-01-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

Yay. Its settled, i tink. :s Havent cleared up some of de things. Blahs. Ah well. Cant be bothered. Jus let it go~ jus gona let it flow~ Haha. *WooooW* dat rhymes. Lalalala.

Heh. M bored. Chatted wid Rinnay jus now. Ah, dat wimmin ah, WENT OFFLINE IYA. Haha. Nda apa ko. Jahat. Booooo. Hmm.. Skul huh. Skul was olryt i guess. I flunked my bloody phy test. Surprise surprise. 8-) Gah. Jus bcuz of dat bloody w omega thingy cuz mostly i applied dat rev/s padahal w is strictly for rad/s onli. Siyal!! So yea... a whole fcking lot of consecutive errors. My phy tutor didnt even give 'Special case' or method mark for dat! Bloody bloody git. Me is a bloody git. Sigh. Not dat i blame him or nything (YES. I IS BLAMING HIM), nah jus kidding. Hes a nice teacher actuli. He doesnt make fun of lagged people lyk for instance moi!Lalalala. Sigh itsh notsh hish fault godammit. Reminder: w omega is for RAD/S ONLY.

Ok enuff enuff. Hmm... Went to Soon Lee bought stuffs for me mum and credit for moi too! Yesh! Got cr oledi, m sho happy! Yay. So yea... bought some perfumes. Cheap ones. :$ HEEHEE. HEHEEEHEEE. Dey smelled gorgeous. But! Dat was wat i thot at 1st, now, i is wanting de oder blue one. Darn. Tomorow maybe? Yea. Tmrw it is! Heh. Random.

Hmm... productive things today? Oh! I didnt get to go to Lehan's footie match today. :( I feel so bad. He (or we) claimed dat if i// we watch de match, gerenti kalah one. and Im starting to tink dat its true. Deir team won tadi. Score: 5 -2. I tink. :s Haiyah. Cant eben remember de score. Footie are lyk so bloody duuuuuuurrrrrrrr... boring. Maybe cuz i dunch noe, too distracted by Lehan's erm... asset. Toing toing~ BAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. :x :x omg. Dirty thots. omg omg omg. *kills self* I lobes you daling. Awu, lina jahat. M sorry. HEEHEE (6)

Den, i is online. Chatted wid Rinnay agen. Sms-ed Lehan & hmm... nuffin much reli. N clean Nenarissah's bowl. I tink my fighting fish's sick. :( Kept turning green or sumin. :s Ve been neglecting him/her ever since skul started. Man, i feel bad. Yea, tmrw me is gona treat my sissy + bf + Lehan to eat. See, m so generous. *GRIN* Hopefully, everything goes well. - fingers crossed- Nyeh. Gotta jet. Got some coloring to do for Geo. Hehe. Syok. M duin bargraphs now. :D Ttyls den. Goodnyt!

Mana Nena ah? Where's you wimmin?!! I mish you. Cu tmrww!! Mwahs. &hearts;

I love him.

2005-01-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

Right! Today was quite nice actuli till... ermm.. yeah. :(

Today. We were supposed to straigten our hairs ryt, den... nda jadi cuz 3 of us got coloured hair. De person claimed dat if we use product other den sheisheido (sp?) , our rambut hangus! :s Nuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! But dat bloody Shesheido's bloody expensive. Round $199+ or was it $119? per 3 person. I dunno, didnt check de flyers. Turned off ku after i heard de price $100+ ah. I can buy 3 clothes + one bag tu eh. HEHEEE. Money concious, i tell you. :p

So yea, we went to anoda Maggie branch de one near Pandan 7 for confirmation. De fillipino wimmin said cannut. For my hair cuz if i use Sheishedo oso, hangus jua. :( EEEks! Have to re grow my bleahced hair den baru can rebond my hair. Actuli, i was relieved cuz, ntah, sayang jua usinku nyamo. Lalalalala. :p

Went round round town. Den, dey all decided to go to Bsb. Offered Lehan if he wana join oso but nuuuuuuu, hes bz. *Sigh* Oh welsh, maybe next tym. Cyeah right *rolls eyes*.

Went to look for him in Seria but cant seem to find him. Mana iya betapuk! Heehee.

Hmm.. Went to de Mall, watched Meet the Fokker. Funny movie. Hehe. Didnt get to watch de whole thing tho cuz have to balik awal. Bla bla bla and dey all dropped me rah Ideal. and Lehan sent me home. Thanks love. ♥ The end.

Oh yea. n i ate dis $6.00 butter prawn. + rice. Nyummyyy!!! *Drools*

:( :(

2005-01-09T19:05:00.001+08:00

Listening to: Kris dayanti - Cubalah utk setia. Special thanks to Zyden. Mwahs. Hugs.

I absolutely dunno wat to do nymore. I give up. - Breathe in - ...... - Breathe out - sigh. :( :( :(

I Love you.

2005-01-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

Phy was olryt i guess. :s so cannut predict whtr i passed it o not. Darn it, darn it. Hopefully ok la. Hmm... Nuthing much happened today. Study study study. Chatted wid Lehan a few tyms in skul. *WoooooooW* :p
Chatted wid Rinnay online rah Msn. I miss dat wimmin. *hugs* ♥ you.

OOO! Me n my sissy's super bored. We baked dis so-called famos amos cookies! Penipu. Liar! Nada pun mcm famos amos rasanya. Rasa pahit. Boooo. Hehe. Hantam saja buat, dats y. No basic skill of baking watsoeber. Hm... Took few picts of it but! due to our fried pc last tym, i have to re-install de bluetooth program one more tym but now! our D: drive's busted. Heh Heh. How unlucky.

Fight fight wid daling agen. :(. *sigh* So sad.

Oh yea. Anabelly, Vicky and moi's goin to straighten our hair tomorrow. Ana told me twas $68 for 4 ppl at 1st. Den, $98 for 3 ppl. Den, $88 for 3 ppl. Den, $78 for 4 ppl. So many figures invloved. Haha. Oh welsh. At least its < $100 yea. But i dunno wat product deir gona use tho. My bleached hair? How oh? Hopefully can lah. :s *fingers crossed*

Have to jalan-ed by 9 tmrw. Bangun awal ni eh! Goodnyt den. Ttyls. Mwahs

Bday shout out to Tash n Vicky!

2005-01-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

Hey ho~ Hey ho~ Jus woke up. Yay, finally, got de chance to sleep. :s ve been busy lately wid school work/assingments/photostating my maths notes. Its annoying relli, kept misplacing my notes, Geo & Maths especially. Dunno where it go. Grrrr. Kept photocopyin them over n over n over agen. What a waste of me mum's precious money. Ntah, prasan ku barat² ku membawa ke skulah atu, like m this smart lil nerd. Chyeah right. *rolls eyes*. Nyways, jus wana say:

Happy 18th bday to our trusty old friend Tashry! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy Bday to Tash~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws err.. black confettis around Tash* *pops black balloon* May god bless you & panjangkan umurmu & berbahagia disamping keluarga. Amin~

I texted him jus now saying happy bday! and guess wat he said. He said he was touched! cuz we all remembered his bday. Awww... *hugs* Bawa kami jalan once u got ur license k! *nudge nudge* HEEHEE. Mwahs daling. Andddddddddd!

Happy 22th bday to Belly's sister, Vicky! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy Bday to Vicky~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws purple confettis around Vicky* *pops purple balloon* May god bless you & panjangkan umurmu & berbahagia disamping keluarga. Amin~

I tink Lehan's celebrating wid his sissy n Belly's sistah n probably wid dey all Belly jua. Happy bday! =)

Hmm... wat shall i do? what shall i do? I miss Yussie & Rinnay. Its jus so frustrating dat i didnt get to hantar dem off to de airport last tues. Got school n all plus got no transport. Sigh. :( But at least, i get to hug Yussie went she came by to drop off Belly's p2 game & ambik her cds.

So yea... Gotta jet. Better do sumin productive like you noe, studying or copying Rodz' overdue geo notes. Sad sad. Nuffin else better to do den studying. Oh yea, have to study Phy test for dis Sat, on circular motion. Those bloody radian & revolution. Gah gah. I hope i do well. Amin~ Wish me luck yah.

Hohohoh!

2005-01-02T00:46:00.000+08:00

Constantly missin him. Dis is not gewd. N yea. Havent slept since er.. dis morning. Dats lyk onli 4 hrs or less? of sleep. and have to finsh off dat bladi GP diarywork agen. @!$@$#%4^$#^!!!!!! God. I hate it, i hate it. Spent 3 hrs on cutting (ONLI) and finding articles from newspaper bla bla. Hopefully, can finito by today. Amin amin~ Well. Hopefully.

Tomorrow's skul. :0 :0 Omg. omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg. - die - Cant believe dat im gona be in dat crappy skul tomorrow. - die die die - sigh -

and.. I mish u Lehan! _kiss. Awu! PDA ku. SHUT UP. Erks. Huhu mental.

Oh yea. I SO didnt notice (eventho i stared at her last entry lyk a gazillion tyms) dat Leeny changed her blog address. *slaps forehead* Kept guin to her old blog, den still de same old thing. Haiyah. *slap slaps forehead* and ze thing bout Astronomy was awesome. I can c my daling mooney der. @_@. Mooney, my love, my obsession. Hehe. Lawa. Well, yeah, me got some picts of mooney, taken a few nites ago. Twas simply gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous. But cant upload it yet cuz i.. kinda.. fried de pc las tym. HEEHEE. (A) and My dad kinda.. have to.. buy new power source, new ram n motherboard and.. have to re-install some of de programs.. blah blahs shyts lyk dat la. and de bluetooth cd's still at Jurin's. He borrowed it few days//weeks? :p ago. Bwing tomorow pwease! K thanx mwahs!

Dis pc sux, btw. Baru jua berupdated n now, its so laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagged lyk Durrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! and kept terstuck saja. Grrr. Okie. Betta go to sleep now. Goodnyt and hohoho! Merry schooling soon. Yay. Cant hardly wait. 8-)

Celebrating New Year's Edition 1!

2005-01-01T11:44:00.000+08:00

Condolences to de ppl whu suffered de tsunami tragedy. Twas so sad. So many ppl died. :'( I cried. :( :( and Salute to our beloved Sultan for cancelling New Years Celebration parties/concerts n all but we're gona perform sembahyang ghaib instead. I is de bery salute u. - Salute -

Nyhoots, year 2004 was as predicted, a hard year for moi. Lilian too tu punya pasal. She said sumin bout us tigers' having a lousy year n i stupidly enuff to believe her. Haiyo. So much things happened, bestest buddies & sortoftutors: beloved Yussie & Rinnay xxMwahs went away to Uk to study. Ive got de feeling dat my other close frens oso: Amee, Ana & Deid's gona study overseas soon. :( Relationships? Huhu. Sucky sucky sucky. 3 break ups in year? Dats jus not moi. But sokay, i lived thru it. Sigh. Oh welsh. Fights, depression, hormonal imbalance & owas craving to go out n party. Procrastination (gr?). New crappy sch0ol wid those rude crappy lower sec students. Grrr. Studies. True Frens. Sexpherix. Families. Well yea.. and oder stuffs dat i preferred to not to mention.

New Years' Resolution? No idea yet. Actuli i do, but m to malu to mention it. HEEE (A). But de one thing dat m reli focusing onto/into? now is my studies. AAA/BBB? Haha. My ass plang tuh. But at least, a goal ryt? Ryt! and actuli another one; me learning different languages: French, Chinese & Dusun. :$ :$ :$ I noe. Too much but yeah, i vant to. I think i can do it. Thanks to Zyden, Kaka Noor, Moi sister: Nisa for de motivation. I can do it! i can do it! We are but beautiful ppl, do not panic! Haha. ;) I remembered dat! 'Our quote' and those form 5 days and those pure hatred-ness to those certain people in our class. Wait, year 2003 kali tu ah. HAHA. Stupid. :$.

.... later dat day.

Raining all day! Maigat. From morning till i dunno wen... Picked up Yussie from her bro's new house. Yussie dangani kan aku arah Lehan. Hes having these family gatherings + some fwens. and as for Yussie, ia bau. Haha nada wah. Ia baik, so swceeet of her to dangani kan aku!! *hugs* I lap u darling. Mwahs. Send over those piccies pls yus, if u have our (meaning me n you yussie. Hehe, lesbo much?) pics k! Mwahs mwahs.

Rinnay offered to blanja moi if we're guin to Empire. Aku mau, but nobody's gona send me der. Yatah. :(. Sowiee dang! *Hugs*. Went to Lehan's ryt. Twas olryt, nerve-wrecking at 1st tho. Twas nice, his mummy's nice. :$. De food was nice. and so big agen his house. Got bouncer agen, but me, de pemalu-nda-bertampat-girl didnt play sal aku malu. Hehe. I mish him.

Went home early round 11-25ish. Den, got bbq agen at our house. Twas olryt tho. Ate Bbq chicken, lamb bla bla. Oh yea, me dad's tom yam and my sister's bf's sister's mee! Nyum nyum. Den at 12, some fireworks, well actuli not fireworks, that S.O.S red light thingy for emergency. Yea, we used dat. HEHE. Red firefly, lawa!

Den, we watched DVDs all de way. Movie marathon. Yipee! Wid sissy Nisa, Kaka Noor, lil sister Pijah & Syam ti. Syam went home at 2-ish. Lil sissy slept early. Watched Feardotcom, Taxi (Highly recomended) & Saved. 3 movies i tink. By the tym, we wana watch Lil black book, twas olmos 7 oledi. Den we slept. HEHEEE.

Happy New Years!! 2005 Here i come.

2005-01-01T11:29:00.000+08:00

Happy New Years 2005! *throws red confettis around* *dances around* Hehe. =) Happy New Years people. Hopefully, dis year Tiger's fengshui's good. Health is good. Wealth & Education is good. Well. hopefully, all is gewd and wish me and Lehan luck for our A'levels. *finger's crossed*. Now now, where's dat Lilian too woman? Hmm..

Hai. Darn it. I woke up early. Slept at 7-ish jus now and woke up at round 11:15 or so. Haiyo. I vant to re-sleep agen but i cant. Hmm... Nyhoots, better plan sumin useful to do fo today. -British mode: Lesse, wat shall i do? british mode off- ;) Yussie :p :p. HEEHEE.

Get a life. Hehe Nah. Kidding.
Get some boxes; Need more space for ~~next year's~~ dis year's files//books etc etc
More boxes; For donation.
Photocopy Rodz A1 Geo notes. ze 5 topics.
Go to de Post Office. Have to post those overdue snailmail. HEEE.
Dust my room//Clean room?
Feed my fighting fish. HEEEEEEE. (A)
Bake those cookies & muffins oredi!
Do GP diary work; finish off Phy assignments.
Ask ny of my classmates: Jeff//Zk//Sam//Dk?? for new timetable.

Yeah. I tink ive got it all covered. N maybe i'll procastinate a bit. HEEEEEEEEE. (A)

sigh

2004-12-30T15:36:00.000+08:00

Heh. Hellow. Me is bitter yes? Oh yesh. Vell. Sod it. Wth's wrong wid me kan? Emotional? Yesh. Heh. Heh. Moody-ness. Constant whining? Oh yesh. @!#$@#$@#%$#%$. Sigh. I oso dunno.

Woke up at around 7 ish slept agen. Woke up at 10:4? plus minus. Watched Lemony Snicket's Series of Unfortunate Events. Twas... rather.. SHORT! Boring. Lyk u noe, mcm Harry Potthead's movies where most of de mcm interesting linking scenes kana cut. Gah. Boring. I reli wana read de book. Hmm, i saw de 3 series tho kat Bookers. Hard cover i tink. N it costs round $50+-. Reading level: Ages 9-12 HAHA. Screw dat. I still wana read de book. I vant eh!

Ehem. Nyways, de movies kinda sucked. Jim carrey's reli irritating in zat movie. Grr. I is de bery disappointed eh even tho i havent read ze book. Haha. Kes setaie lah tuh. Huhu. :p

Was suppose to visit my mummy ryt aft zohor but me dad's still sleeping. Hmm.. okay, maybe later at 5. Den, jalaned wid Lehan mkn to dis place, i have no idea where (yes, i have dis thing wid places. Cant seemed to remember dem. :s) and to ze public library. Met my sisy's fren, Shamsul dsana. Extend my minjam-ing limits blah blahs. All dat library stuffs. Cari-ing new pets kat Ling's Boutique: Hamster//Fish mollies?. Sigh. I dunch noe. Went home aft dat cuz Lehan gotta clean his compound fo 2mrw. Dat, olso, m not sure whtr m guin o not. But jalan-ing jus now was okay. Nyamaling bits n pieces here n der. U get de idea? Yea.

Watched Ze Last samurai for de 2nd tym. Dat movie's naice. Hehe. Katsumoto's son's hawt. Lawa. :D

Oh yea! Yussie txted me whther i still wan those 2 wabbits in Miri, RM 50 for 2 (Boy n gurl) or RM 30 for 1 but bitch, i had to say no cuz.. cuz.. i have too much pets oledi plus i dunch tink i can jaga new ones. N where to put agen? EE.. I wan tho. Oh welsh. Maybe nanti. Hmm.. i dunno. M so indesicive. Gosh. How annoying. :s

M still deciding whtr i shud go to Deid's house or not. Go o not ah? C, those stuborn indesicive-ness agen. Shes' having these Xmas open house thingy. Hmm...

Imma blog later. If m not baking cookies. Taa love. ♥

Hmmm...

2004-12-28T15:52:00.000+08:00

Hai. I is sad. :)

I cant be arsed to go.

2004-12-28T13:52:00.000+08:00

Heys. Yeays. Got comp oledi! Actuli using dad's. Yeayness. Gosh. M weli bored. Was duin Phy hols hwk jus now. Twas okay. Nda paham some of de things tho, Rev/s and Rad/s? How to apply agen? Is it de same thing, ive asked a couple of people oledi, but most of dem haven done deir hwk yet. Damnit. Average velocity and average speed? wats de difference? God. I is needing help.

M chatting to Zyden jus now. Wohohoahaha. Our promise. (AAA/BBB) haha. Clubbing saja ko ah. Kata an belajar!! Haha. ♥ Nyways, i is bored to death. Lehan's in bandar. I wanted to bring Jurin, Wira & Nena and oders sapa yg mau jalan togeder2. But but, i havent mandi-ed yet. and Probably dey all cibuk jua. So yea. Jadinya, aku malas! Hmm.. dis is so sad. Maybe ill rot in my room.

N bisok! So looking forward to it. Jalaning wid my munky fwens agen! I do hope all of em can come. I mish dem lots lots lots! Ttyls den. Cu gurlies tomolow keh. Mwahs.

Heh. Heh. Heh. Heh. La La La. Fucking bastard. HEH. Screw you asshole. Ok. I am calm. Bitch. I have a lousy shit ass ******* Im starting to hate him. Yes? Oh yesh. I am calm. I am calm. Sigh. Watever.

Happy bday to my beloved sissy Pijah. =)

2004-12-23T13:18:00.000+08:00

Happy 14th? bday to my beloved sissy Pijah! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy Bday to Pijah~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws pinque confetties around Pijah* *pops pinque balloon* May god bless you & panjangkan umurmu & berbahagia disamping keluarga. Amin~

Yeay. Terima oledi! Got marne! Yeay yeay yeay. Imma buy Muffin & Cookies recipe. Hehe nything to distract myself from dis depression. Huhu! and I so wana watch Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate events. Nybody wana bawa me watch movies? Nybody? Nybody?! :'(

Yeays. M meeting my frens agen tomoroww! Yaye yaye yaye! Hehe. I mished u ppl farkin loads. De sleepover was fun. De wabbit was hawt. Haha kiyotness i tell you. Dat guy was sweet. <3 Id been tinking bout dat story. 'De guy was gorgeous, he was cool??' Sumin lyk dat, de movies dat we watched at Ana's. Its so sweet. Liat kay! Its a korean movie. All de men hawtness! Kaka Noor shud c tuh. Major Droolnes!. Hehe ;) Hmm and Imma go to Chads later, wana borrow his notes and photostate our phy hols hwk. Yeayss i mished dat dude oso. Thanks a lot Chad. Mwash. ♥

Merry advance Xmas everybody. N Happy Advance New Years too! Enjoy k!! Mwahsss. =)

He no no mish me. :'(

2004-12-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Sleep. Was bout to blog. but! Not in ze mood nymore. Oh welsh. Goodnyt!

My mooney.

2004-12-16T16:46:00.000+08:00

Footie's more impt den me. N m not exaggerating. Huhuohohoh. All dat shit, All dat dat hardshipness? hardwork? Watever u call it. All fo nuthing. Huhahohoho. I feel so important. Huhaohohoho. - hides to ze corner & cry -

Well, anyways. Enuff sulking. Cant wait fo tmrw!! and and cant wait fo my mooney to come back. I feel so lost w/o u mooney! Few more days to full moon. Thankies to de moon chart. Yeayys! Ok. Now. M happy. Yays! Yussie & Rinnayy! tag aku wah! Hehe. Lubs you. :p

Hmmm... overdue overdue. Come out come out whereever u r. Chow for now.

(-.-)

2004-12-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

I. Eat. Sleep. Gdnyt! Mwahs. Happy sleeping pepol.

Beach party!

2004-12-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Jus got back & I is tired. Hai. Aku meher bepasir. I seriously need to mandi. N now, aku sakai-ing over our new printer. Huhuohoho. Berabut tah kami ni, kan memprint bootiful picts of ourselves. - bows - Nyaha. n our darlings too. 0:p.

At 11-ish am. i bought dis supposedly suprise cincin for Lehan. Ntah mcm nda suprise, somehow he knew. Shit shit. Ada org gtau ka? *Glares at Jurin* Haha jk jk. XP. Tapi its reali ngam², pandai aku tu eh. - proud - Mwahaah. Shud up lina. Ok. My size is 7.5 ah. ;p. Haha hint brabis. =)

Went to Soon Lee to buy mushroom & oyster sauce for our Shepard's pie. Weeehe! Me & my sister gona cook karang yeay yeay. Thanks to Kaka Noor's Recipe. Heee. :p.

My dalings: Ana & Amee came over to my place dulo! I mish dat wimmin sal drg kambang. Lehan came early! 3:25 i tink. I told u to come at 3:30 kali ah! Hehe nada bah. ♥ Nyways, he salam-ed my nenek and mummy. n tolong-ed us prepare de food rah kitchen atas. Went to Jurin's house at 4-ish tapi he wasnt der. Sowieee Rin sal kami lambat. Ampun kay. :(. Went to Nena's place ryt aft dat sal Umie's gon be der! Yeays. I was so nervous. :s. Kamu tau ia lawa. :$. Adik Ners kambang. Nic got dis nice silky jus-ryt-tone-clr legs. N her fone. *Droolss*

De beach was okay. Cuz i dunch noe... de person yg i dunch reli lyk was der. :s Damnit. Haha. Twas okay tho. Cuz my lesbo lover Yussie came aft dat! WE WERE SHO HAPPY!! Haha. ♥ u daling! I feel bad olso cuz i kept ditching u ppl. So sorry kay. Tapi im so gona make it up dis fri ah! So sowie =(. Must take loads n loads of picts! Umie & Efra too. So sorry sal nda byk ckp sama kamu. Even tho, Umie traveled so far jus to get here. Sal aku super malu. :$ plus, i feel mcm... i dunch wana say sumin reali stupid in front of her. She seemed intelligent. :$ :$ :$ She n Effy got de same glasses! Adowable! Heehee. :x. Max didnt come. =(.

N Jurin's car. De alarm wont' go off. Sian ia wa. Tapi at least, he made new frens. :p Hehe. Went to Marilyn wid Lehan, Ana & Yussie. Yussie blanja! Amee went home. :( Brengs. 3 drinks cost :o $8.40. Shit. So ex. I mean its okay plg, but but.. m broke. Shit shit!! imma stop now. Ttylss!

Bday shout out to Melo!!

2004-12-15T12:30:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th bday to swuhweettt Melo! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy Bday to Melo~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws kitter print confettis around Melo* *kitten print balloon* May god bless you & panjangkan umurmu & berbahagia disamping keluarga. Amin~

U & Bro Jack so de sweet. *hugs* Happy bday to you dalings...! <3

Buduh lah ko siyal.

2004-12-15T10:41:00.000+08:00

Moody moody oh yesh. Sod it. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Daras muka pengampu. Fuck you.

2004-12-14T15:31:00.000+08:00

Cook books. Wallet. Scrunched up monay. Maths. Productive indeed.

Hyper much?

2004-12-14T12:31:00.000+08:00

Woke up early cuz u noe y? Cuz imma go to de lib. Huhuohohoho! Early in de morning. Wana dangani kan my sis to find books for her stuffs. I didnt noe our public lib siok. Not reli siok, maybe de sight of books tu kali. Lawa wah. Heehee.

Hmm.. Went der round 10-ish. N found some A-maths olevel past year examination books. Hmmm.. Tried some of dem. N aku dapat buat. :0. Oh mai gat. Shud go der more often. Ada org mau dangani kan aku? Rin! Buat maths tani.

Den, i found lyk $2 from my pocket. WooooW!! and We bought 2 bubble teas! WooooW. Went to ze shops, as predicted, nada satu pun yg buka. >:/ Imma kill Chad now. Bye!

Can u keep up~

2004-12-13T19:44:00.000+08:00

Rainy. Was suppose to go out at 2. Tapi cant be bothred to get up & mandi. Me & sis las min went out at 5:30-ish. Went to several gold shops pi mostly huge size n ze thickness's... hm.. I DUNCH WANTTT LYK DAT! Got dis one shop. I tink ada la. Tapi de shop's closed. Lurus kata mama ku, kalau lambat bangun. Rezeki pun lambat. Oh welsh. Hopefully's DAT kedai's gon open tomorow. (i doubt it) & HOPEFULLY ada de things dat i vant. *fingers crossed*

Ok. Lesse. Went to 2 gold shops. Dat means. 3-4 more gold shops to go. Oh yeah, i msged Chad to ask him whtr his uncle's gold buka o not 2mrw. He said yes. Yeayyy!! joy o joy. Hmmm.. but kan, i still doubt it. Wish me luck pepol! <3.

Oh yeh! I bought these cute. not to mention cheap. HEEHEE. erm.. i dunch noe. i dunnch noe wat u call it. De place to keep ur rings in. Its so lawa. Imma upload de piccies nanti. Oh mebbe not. I dunch noe. If i can be bothered. Huhaohoho.

Good luck to my sissy for de interview. Best of luck. *hugs*. and Thanks for belanja-ing even tho ur broke. Ko bau. Nyeh. :p

Gosh. I need to sleepp.

2004-12-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

M tired to da bone. Have to sleep. Have to sleep. Have to sleep. haven been sleeping properly for de past few days. 4 days? God. My eyebags. Mcm kana tumbuk mata ku. :s so hideous. Damnit. Haha. M gona eat dis huge ass sleeping pill and hopefully i can sleep till Dec 15th. Ttyls ppl. Sleepa wooza.

Jurin! If ur reading dis, Umie's guin back today pagi at 10-ish? Not yesterday. Flight durang kana delay. Ok. Leeny. I borrow ur quote kay cuz moi love it. 'Imma die on my bed now' and dats wat m gonna do now. Gdnyt!

Gona edit dis 2mrw. Cya sucka.

Nasi Lemak Ayam!

2004-12-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hai. Jus got back. 10:30. Yeah. I noe, friggin early. Uwaaaaaaaa. Haha. Wutebah lah. My mum suruh balik awal, dun wana worry her. Woot! woot! Ia balik dah umah, now i can ask her my presents. *mata dutitan* Haha. jk jk. Sian eh.

Jurin, Lehan & me went to Simpur. Hehe. We all ate de nasi lemak der. Damn, i love deir nasi lemak. So nyummy. and minuman tiga rasa tasted lyk shyt. Hahaha. Suwiee. :p Hang out for a bit sana. Saw some chinese hunks. *Drools* Dey have gorgeous hair. Lawa brabish! Hmm.. apa lagi ah, i heard these gong gong chai? sp? God. Iski ku sudah tu, i cant wait for Christmas, New Years and Chinese New year. Haha random. I love festive days. Haha?

N thanks alot Lehan fo de presents. So so adowable. I love it. I love it daling. Too bad ze bunny's not moving. Haha. White clr gi tu. and de ringtones, u didnt give me dat southside one. I vant dat one oso jua!! Send over dis 15th ah. U better come. U all come come! Bring presents for Milo. Her bdayy! Yeayy. Mwahs. Lubs you. *hugs* <3.

Bday shout out to Milah! and Happy anniversary daling. ;)

2004-12-11T18:45:00.000+08:00

Happy 12th? bday to my beloved cuzin Jamilah! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy Bday to Milah~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws blue confettis around Milah* *pops blue balloon* May god bless you & panjangkan umurmu & berbahagia disamping keluarga. Amin~

and Happy 1 - 4 anniversary to my beloved daling Lehan! Happy anniversary to us~ Happy anniversary to us~ Happy anniversary to LehanLina~ Happy anniversary to us~ (8) *throws white confettis around Lehan* *pops white balloon* May god bless us & berbahagia disamping keluarga. Amin~

Hmm... Today, weather's good. Windy and mendung. My type of weather. :D. Happy happy. Got some motivation to kuar & cycle around de neighbourhood. Wah siok anginnya! Mai gat. I is enjoying de moment. If de weather's good 2mrw, den i'll cycle agen. Yeayy! M sho happy. n ohh!! My sissy & i saw dis cute lil doggy. So cute. Kuchikuchiku. Hee. =)

Jurin msged and ask whter we both jadi dinner o not. Hehe n i kinda forgot bout it oledi, nasib ia ingatkan. :p. Nyways, i asked whtr my daling wana come along, karang nyamal si awang. Hee :p Den, he said yes. Tapi a bit late cuz he baru balik-ed. Yeayy! Hes coming over at 8! Yippeee. I wana bring nenarS & Ners along too tapi lyk las min. Aku takut durang bz or sumin. :(.

And my msn + comp's fucked. Low virtual memory? Wth? Haha. Wutebah. Chows. Mandi!! <3

Happy bday to me!!

2004-12-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hai. Woke up at 5:30 am today. Yesh. Semangat kan ke dentist. Went to dentist wid moi sisters. Terjumpa si Dk. Nurimah but i was too sleepy to tagur her. HEEE. Dentist nya lawa!! shit shit. I was lyk staring kali wen she toked to me. :$ shes so lawa. Lawaa!!! Hehe. Happy ku tarus. Oh yeah, n she said Happy bday to me. Yippee! She noess. Hehe. Aku suka.

Went breakfast at Al hajika? I have no idea apa ka namanya. I fogot. Tapi de food's gewd. Nyummy. Den, my went to Ubase? cuz ntah, we were jus plain bored and dat Ubase wimmin, she say Happy bday to me oso! Thanksss! Hehe. Yeays im sho happy but m still worried bout my mum tho. and Anu, thanks a lot for d countless bday greetings, bday messages, bday presents. Really appreciate it u guys. ;_; *tyt hugs* Aku sungguh terharu. Really. N fo Bro Jack & Milo, thanks a lot for dat teddy bear. & nenarS + Nerissah, for dat adorable fighting fish & fish bowl ah. Lawaaa!! and de card. So funny man. I luv it i luv it. N fo Lehan, thanks a lot fo de cake. Kaka feefz, thanksss fo dat bday e-card!! Thanks a lot. ;_; <3 Im sho sorry i wasnt at home wen u ppl keumah. <3.

Jalan-ed wid Lehan. Twas nice. Hee. =). Thanks a lott kay. <3 Bought me mum satay. She luvs satay. Yeayyss. I bought famos amos too *julur rinnay* Hehe. Eh rin and yussiee, sorryyy sal aku nda terbalas msg mu. Nada cr ku tapi thankies so much dalingss!! I Love youuuuu. Mmwahs.

Well nyways, i changed my las post as draft cuz some ppl say twas too private. Hmm okay. I didnt noe my life can affect urs. ^o). Hehe. Im so soory kalau my blog, offended u or sumin. Ntah. Aku pun nda paham. Really. Mixed emotion, frustration and these super hyper depression hormones. Apabila emosi mengawal diri. Haha. Nda paham.. tapi pokoknya, m really sorry. <3 *hugs* *julur kat Zyden* Ko jahat sal ko malu Nyeh. Baik ko lawat mama ku. and my presents pls. Hee. =)

Happy days y'll. Thanks a lot ah fo de effort! Kaka Feefz! Kaka Noor! Max! Efra! Yati! Lehan! Thanks! Thanks! Thanks! and fo those yg nda termention. THANKSSS SO Muchh!!!!! *tyt hugs* I lubs you.

Fuck fuck.

2004-12-10T15:47:00.000+08:00

Today today. Hmmm... Mummy went to hosp wif moi sister early in de morning to cek for urine test. And dedeh ku kept calling lyk every 10 secs. Yeah, hes worried olryt. Aku pun, i guess. Ishhh. Mummy luked so tired. and my sister too :( I wish aku is useful but nooo.. i is uselesshh.

Dey went to hosp agen in de aft. Fought agen wif Lehan de oder night. Hmm.. i fogot wat we argued about. ^o). Maybe cuz we havent seen each oda for lyk 2 weeks & everytym i offered him to go jalan wif me, hes olwas say he cant make it. Hrmm.. den.. oh yesh. had to cancel our 4 o'clock date cuz me mum was admitted to ze hosp. Gosh. Frustrated ku banar. Tapi I was shocked to hear dat she was 3-4? mths pregnant. We didnt expect brabis she was having dis baby in her tummy. :s.

Met Vicky(Ana's sister) & Nana(Lehan's sister). God. Nda tantu sul ku. *cries*. Called Lehan to say i was sorry blah blah blahs. I tink he was planning dis for days. Kesian him. He went to Kb, jus to send me my bday cake. :( I mish him. Oh welsh. 4 tyms oledi lyk dis, give up ku nyamo. I tink hes gona try to c me 2mrw. I hope can eh. I reli do cuz I cant stand it nymore.

M not copping out.

2004-12-09T19:51:00.000+08:00

Chatted wid Rinnay for a bit! God. I mish u wimmin. Brapa kali dah ku cakap. Haha. Nyways, dis wimmin ah. Dis magick wimmin can lift my mood ni. Sal ko kambang. Haha. Nada bah <3. Toked bout food, movies: Shutter and our boring-ness. Haha yeah. Plus, aku takut a bit to go to sleep cuz dis Tv3, dey show dis Majalah 3 thingy bout graveyards ka, wen i was toking bout Shutter. *shivers* Palui. Takut ku tarus.

Chatted wid Yussiee olso. I mish u wimmin! She went online right after Rinnay went off! EEEE! Napa kamu ni kann? Hehe :p. Welsh, nyways, itwas fun toking to her, lyk old tyms. We're oledi planning on wat to do during her hols sini. Gila, aku iski yus kmati. Hahaha. New years! Party! Sleepover. Party. U name it, all planned oledi. Haha right. :p Oh yeah. 15th ah come! We mandi manda!

Damn. Im too scared to go to sleep. Hahaha. Shit shit. Cana ni? :s :s

Happy bday to my darling cuzin Shimmy~

2004-12-09T16:21:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th bday to my beloved cuzin Shimmy! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy Bday to Shimmy~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws purple confettis around Shimmy* *pops purple balloon* May god bless you & panjangkan umurmu & berbahagia disamping keluarga. Amin~

Hmm.. I dreamt bout turtles, cats and rabbit yesterday nyt. Las nyt, i dreamt bout fishies, baby tortoise and clams. De baby tortoise was so daymnnnn cute. Deir shell different shapes agen. Lyk deformed lyk dat. Haha. Me saving n putting dem in different partition of de lungkangs. Twwass... ntah. I was happy. Hehe. Animals makes me happy. So buy me baby wabbit fo my bday k. Thankiu is de bery2. Heee! <3

Screw you. Ive gone insane. Help me.

Shopping baybee.

2004-12-09T14:42:00.000+08:00

Hai! Hellow blogger. Bahapa ko? Okay. Shut up lina. Went to Bsb jus now at 10-ish wif Kaka Nisa & Kaka Noor. HEEHEE. <3. Twas siokkkings! Wanted to bring Lehan along, tapi hmmm.. as usual. hes a buzy man. Cyeah. Right.

Bz bz man indeed. Heh. Well anyways, moving on wif my super-duper hectic life wwheeeeeee! HEEHEE. m so bitter today hmmm.. i wonder y. We watched Shutter at dMall. Twas olryt, the story line? was predictable, jus lyk Leeny said. Haiyah. Tapi its all gewd la. Close my ears mcm de whole tym masa movie atu. & i close my eyes also. Haha. So yeahh. Cant reli hear & see anything. Heeeee! Aku buyuk. Tapi wat de hell. My sister yg byr. Heeee! Lubs u. XP. Some stupid attention seeker was der too screaming n laffing brabishly. Heh. Retarded attention seeker. Get a life biatch. *Bitchy*

Bought some cheap bajus. My god. Cheap bajus so rule. Super cheap bajus. Haha. Low quality tho, i tink lyk a few days pun can koyak, but i reli lyk de style?. Lawa mo. Lyk those abercrombie style. So rad. Heee! M sho happy. Bought present for my lil sister also for her bday, Pijah. Shes turning 13 soon? I tink so la, 13? Or 14? form 2? 14 ka? God, i cant seem to remember. Haha palui. Oh yeah, thankies a lot to Kaka Noor ;p for de present. N testi? mana mana? Hee nada bah. I is liking it. Mwahs. *hugs hugs*. =) Shes my new gang Haha. I tink we drooled at 100 bois kali. Esp de one in de white car. Gosh. *major exessive drooling* Haha. We are boois stalker! Yeays! \m/ Her radar for cute hawt bois' way waaaayy stronger me. My god, m so jelos. Haha. =)

Rinnay, thankies for dat lil tok jus now. U cheered me up. Ko kambang btw. Jan lupa ah my christmas gift. Happy hanukkahh! Zyden, ur my bestest fren, ur nick cheered me up hell loads. =).Umie dalings! i'll try my besht to find transport on de 10th kay! I wonder where
Jurin's now. Mana ko? Ani, safe journey kay mwahss! <3

Yussie's coming soon. Cant hardly wait. Yeays. I mish her.

I am sad. Im lyk, if u dunc reli care, den y shud I? Have a merry goodnyt. ♥

Prom!!

2004-12-06T07:10:00.000+08:00

Helo! Where's everybody? Oy, come online! Nyways, my cuzins from Bsb came. Kaka Mulsinah & de fiancee?, Kaka Dayang, Ariyanti, Baby, Tua & her cucu. Secara spontan, as usual. Hee. Nyways, Tua & her cucu's stayin over a mth sini wif my neneks here.

OHMAIGAT! Congrats to my fellow frens whu went to da PJN Prom!! Shudve gone ehh! :'( I wana go tapi kana say de list's full. EEE. Oh welsh. Save jua duit ku. King and Queen: Hazwan & Leena. Prince & Princess: Rafie & NenarS. YEAY!!!! i feel so happy for dem. Eh, if i come to ur house, i dress up & minjam de crown kay. Haha. :p Bah! Chatting wif nenarS kurek now! Kan nyibuk sal prom. Haha iskii! Byesss! MWash.

Canon.

2004-12-05T18:27:00.000+08:00

Owh gawd. I feel so sick. Sore throat & blocked nose. GREAT. Tym hols lagi tu, de onli tym kan enjoy. Hmmpfh. Nyways, ~~m still reading~~ finished reading nenarS's book, Shopaholic ah. Twas quite interesting. Syok jua nen! Tapi i was reli annoyed by de main character. Shes so ntah, i feel lyk slapping her. Tau sudah nada $$, masih jua mau bali new EXPENSIVE stuffs. God. *strangles her*

I love dat debate & famous bit tho. Its lyk, syok. I kindaaaaaaaaaa.. lyk Tarquin. Sal ia kaya. and sweet. Haha. Ok. I tink somebody's bday today. Dat Mtv Vj Donita & My old fwen Arayati.

//Edited\\. Happy 18th bday to moi daling fwen, Nurarayati. Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to Yati~ Happy bday to you~ (8). Semoga di panjangkan dan di murahkan rezeki & bahagia di samping keluarga. Hugs & kisses from moi! *throws purple confettis around yati* *pops purple balloon* Mwahs! =)

Heeeeeeeeeee.

2004-12-05T10:19:00.000+08:00

Hello! Salute! Aloha! Bonjour! Heh. Jobless lina. I is still sick. I cant breathe, my stomache's feelin weird, my jaw hurts & i have dis throbbing toothache. Heh. I tink ders sumin wrong wif my wisdom teeth. It hurts brabis. La de dars. Hmm.. Chatted wid Zyden jus now. Twas emotional *cries*. Hahaa. Nywas, UUUU speaking of him, he jus gave me a testo. Awww thankiess dalingg! *hugs* =). Eh eh, if ur in KL, dun foget to buy me ole ole ah! Hehe Thankies! <3. Thankies Jurin fo de advanced bday nick and thankies olso to Rodzyy! Mwahs! <3. I am loved. Heee. <3

Nyhoots, browsed thru frenster AGEN. Searching for hawt babes. HEEE. Bah haiyo, have to eat soon. Too hungry. Ttyls den! and to de ppl whus guin to de PJN prom, HAVE FUN!! Take loads & loads of piccies. I wana c kay!

GAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-04T05:02:00.000+08:00

Fuckin bitch. Fuckin whore. @#%@#%@^#%%Y~!DVSDFSDG. Friggin slut! So yea, some WHORE jus msged Lehan's frenster. She was lyk Hai handsome. Ur cute. Add me in ur msn. Blahs blahs. Desperate bitch. Fuh*. Oh well, i cant help it if shes a whore ryt. Lehan, if u add her in ur msn, imma seriously cut ur throat open. Shes gorgeous too, did i mention dat? *Shrieks*

Haha. Emosi. M jus friggin moody + sick & hungry. Was pissed at my mum jus now cuz she didnt buy any breakfast food for us(me rather) to eat. Gah. >:/ Ate yesterday snacks for breakfast. I feel so unloved. :( Anyways, gootta go now. Have to cook cuz my maid's so friggin lazy. Buduh siyal. Have a nice day ppl. Check out Jurin's blog, he added his entry oledi. Yeayy! Finally. ♥

Baby!

2004-12-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

World Aids Day today. Hmm. Where to get those Red ribbons thingy ey? Its so rad. I vant. Tomorow, Hiv thingy at ICC. Kewl kewl. I hope ada byk lelaki hawt sana. But i doubt it, cuz hahaha. U noe y la. Watever. Wish he cud come, but he cant. HEH.

N oh! Went out to Maggie's saloon at 6 sumin?. Still so many ppl! Ohmygawds, plus i didnt make any appointment kan, so i have to wait lyk for half and hour for my turn. But sokay. Saya sanggup berkorban. Haha. Wotebah. Have to iron my farkin hair. It luked so eiw. Heh. ~~UUUU! I met dis gurl. Eh no.~~ Nyeh. I fogot how she luked lyk. Nyways, i kinda lyk dat chinese gurl. Shes so... sweet-lukin plus i luv her shoes. Lawa!! Converse shoes lyk u noe, different clr at both sides. Outer part: Red. Inner part: Silvery green. Lawa!! Plus, shes cute. I laike. Heee! <3

Hm. Yeah, bought some food for tomorow. Snacks & Soft drinks. I reli hope tmrw gona be fun! I hope. *fingers crossed*. Ok ttyls. I is needing sleep!

Happy bday to Kamal!

2004-11-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

Happy 21th bday to moi ex, Kamal Abdullah. Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to Kamal~ Happy bday to you~ (8). Semoga di panjangkan umur & di murahkan rezeki. All de best to you. =) *throws pink confetti's around* *pops yellow balloon* =)

Bored.

Inalilahiwainalilahirajiun~

2004-11-30T07:10:00.000+08:00

Inalilahiwainalilahirajiun~ Im still in shock. I jus saw her picts from Nanad foo's frenster. One of Max's fren. R.I.P Aida zuraidah bte mohamad a.k.a aida catwalk. Al-fatihah~

Toked bout it wif Max and Pam tadi. Now, m worried bout my random sleeping & eating habits. So nda menantu. And my usual stomachache, its getting out of hand. M scared. :s

M guin to Rafie's open house + party later kali. I have to. Must. Ve been in dis house for lyk 3-4 days. :s. M so sad. Sheesh.. Bah ttyls. Take care of ur health ppl. Mwahs. *hugs*

Stomachache agen.

2004-11-30T03:09:00.000+08:00

Toothache. Sakit!! Have to go see a dentist. Arah wisdom teeth lagi tu. I tink need some filling white stuffs. Gah. :s. Now, m brushing my teeth 6 tyms per day. No chocs & sweet soft drinks. No no. Cannut. Drink water saja.

Hm. M bored. Went to skul today sama Nenars!. Haha. I want dat Alicia keys My boo song! but my bladi fone memory's so friggin low. Grrrr. Bitch eh! Oh welsh, shes sending me de MP3 player later, if she remembers! XP. And de book oso ah, Shopaholic. M so bored. I need sumin to read.

Mrs Yapp called me up jus now arah my home fone. *WoooooW*. I wonder where she got my number. :s. HAHA. and I tot she wana ask me about sumin lyk kana offer BSP Scholarships since shes.. i tink in-charge of dat one. HHAHA. Dream on lina. :$. Malu ku eh. Hmm She said we have to come to skul AGEN tomorow befo 11. My lord, have to go to skul agen. anndd we're guin to ICC on de 2nd of Dec. I tink de 1st batch HEHEE oso guin but on different day?. I oso dunno. I asked Lehan to come, but suprise suprise, he cudnt go cuz hes buzy. Oh weelllllllll~ *sighs* I hope Ana's guin too! I mish her! Aites ttyls den.

24

2004-11-29T12:55:00.000+08:00

Special thanks to Maxie pads! for telling me on how to buat background sound? songs? Haha. Even tho, i spent lyk half-an hour tryin to figure out y my entries in de middle went missing sal u didnt give me dat '< /object>' thingy. Yeah! Now, m so de very de sakai. M changing background music? lyk many2 tyms per day. Sakai! But i lyk. Iski ku leh nya. Heee!

Still im singing spirit take me up in arms wid you~ and m not who i tot i was~ 24 hrs ago~ Still m singing spirit take me up in arms wid you~ 24 reasons to admit dat m wrong~

Bah. M toking to u ryt now. Plus, m bored. HAHAHAHA YEAA. Funny man, de fanta shokata movie clips. Actuli, ive got nuthin to blog nymore. Au revoir~

Bday shout out to Rafie!

2004-11-28T17:29:00.000+08:00

Happy bday to Rinnay's official bro! Rafieee! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to Rafie~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws red confettis around Rafie* *pops red balloon* Mwahss! Hugs & kisses from moi & may god bless you! and panjangkan umur mu. Amin~

Yeays his party//raya open house on ~~Sunday~~. Monday! 7 pm onwards! come come! Yeayness! Sumin to luk forward to cuz m so damn jobless! Gimme some work to do pls! Herm, wat prezzie shud i give to him ar? N uuuuuu! he olso said sumin bout water slide! Gosh, m so exciteddd! *childish* Heeeeee! Ok ttyls. N oh, gotta take some picts ey! K ttyls!

Bday shout out to Diane!!

2004-11-28T14:43:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th bday to my beloved fren Diyana//Diane! Happy bday to you~ Happy bday to you~ Happy Bday to Diane~ Happy bday to you~ (8) *throws white confettis around Diane* *pops white balloon* May god bless you & panjangkan umurmu & berbahagia disamping keluarga. Amin~

Yeah. I tink shes guin back to Kuching dis Sunday. Too bad i didnt get to jumpa her befo she goes back cuz i tink she wana spend her tym wid her boyfie, family & her oda close frens. but i did get to c her wen she visited our skul las tym befo puasa. So yeah. Oh welsh. Hehe. Next year kan ada! Mudahan Allah panjang kan umur kita & we're able to visit each oda masa our next raya kay! i reli hope so. Amin~

M so pathetic. M practically begging my sis to buy me $20 recharge card & $10 payless. Desperate tyms, desperate measures. Correct? Haha. Self-pity. Tsk tsk. Shes making salat HEHEE Lehan. Its salad not salat kay. Yeays! and I asked her to bring some bak home but den shes sleeping over arh c-Noor's. Tapi aku lapar. I was bored yea, so i finally tried my bro's ps2. Main The Sims Urbz. Twas so-so cuz i suck at it. Where tf was de shower? My hygiene was running low, and i cudnt find where to mandi. N de shower thingy costs bout 800 Simeleons & i onli have lyk 160 cuz i spent too much on de clothings. HEEEEE. *Grin*. Toodlelu!

2004-11-28T11:04:00.000+08:00

Moony!

2004-11-28T11:03:00.000+08:00

Moony! Taken: 27.10.2004. Time: 19.03. Haha.Damn jobless. :x Taken exactly One mth from now!

Sleep til de sun burns out.

2004-11-27T15:45:00.000+08:00

Haiho. Haiho. Dum di dum di dum. Gosh. So daymn bored. i have no back-up plans fo de hols! mai gat! Bored bored. Woke up at 1-ish? HEEHEE. cuz of de daymn dogs; Pink & Sally or was it Cindy. Eh. DAymn pemutung rumput. Ku putung rambutmu baru ko tau & stop messing wif de dogs wah! Grrr. *Evilnesh*. Den, onlining de whole day lah. Browsing for hawt wimmin in frenster & waiting fo him to come online. Where is he? ^o)

Yeah Yeah! Nena, Nerissah & Me went to Max's open house. Befo dat, we + her mum went to Soon Lee. Den kan, me & Nerissah heard dis freaky sound. Lyk 'Squeak squeak'. We were lyk Woah. Wats dat sound? Shutter! Haha. *looks at Nena* Haha. Awuuu wa. Nada waa. ♥ u. :-* and Woah. I laike Max's house, esp dat lava torch thingy. Mai gat! How exotic! is de very2! I laike. ;) De food oso nyaman, mee bandung? ryt? I wana take some more & eat, but more ppl were coming so yeah, give dem chance fo dem to eat Max's food. Hehe! Went home at 9.30-ish. I tink my hp line's fucked cuz Deid kept insisting yg she sent me 2 msges in de aft, but hell, nada pun! :s. I jus received one of her msg lyk wen i was about to sampai home. Weird. N oh oh! Dey all Dayang, Ayam, Pam, Eva & Man were there too! Getting comfy at Max's house liat Chucky. Haha family re-union eyy? So de suhweet! ;)

N Rin mc-ed me. Yeay. N de weird thing is, my fone displayed her uk no. Hmm.. Sumtyms (No Number) wen she mc-ed sometyms her uk no.? Eh? Y oh? ^o) Oh welsh.

I want my Moony.

2004-11-26T06:38:00.000+08:00

Men & deir huge ass egos. y do i even bother to say dat m sorry? Heh heh heh. Bitter bitter. HEH.

//Edited//
Oh yeah, Azrin, Yussie's fren came to kb today! He & a couple of his frens raya-ed my house! How nice. Ve been chatting wif him since me & yussie were in form 2 kali? Looooooong tym oledi but we havent met till recently, till c Yussie had to go to Uk, he and his fren sent her off oso at ze airport. So naice of him. =). They toked to me but! aku spaced out a couple of tyms. err. most of the tym kali. Daymn. Haha. Sorry. Still tinking bout.. Nyeh. Wutebah.

Hmmm.. I feel so sad. Period coming kali. Tapi lama lagi. Stupid damn depression. Sigh. Oh well. Better sleep it all off. :( Wish my munky frens were here. ♥

Nyeehh!

2004-11-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

Chatting wid Rinni now. Toking bout ol tymes. Ia kambang!! *rinnayyy* jika ku buka mata ini, ku ingin slalu ada dirimu~ (dis song is for lina =P) says:
<< HAHAHA. Her nick! Jiwang ani wa. <3. I love you too rin. I noe u love me. Mwaahah.

Ia remembered every single thing dat we did wen we were in form 5 in PJN. Man, i miss dat skul! I remembered me & Yussie ever said sumin lyk 'GOD, I cant wait to get out of dis skul.' Haha. Skali kuar, Haiyo. Nda ngam langsung wah SMSA ah. Well, now, ok loh. Not bad.

Oh yeah. N our err.. relationship's fcuked dis year. Excpt. fo Yussie plg. We were lyk switching partners & u noe, de 'get over him' phase. Twas haha. er. hard. Funny eh. MWAHAHA. Wotebah. Now, we're imagining yg 5 of us, we have bf's of different nationalities. HEHE. GP. Yussie not included sal ia sama Achoy. ;p. Me: Negro bf. Grey/Green eyes pls!! Rin: Frodo blue eyes!. Ana: Brad pitt's hawt bod. Amee: Chinese/Japanese. Hawt hawt! Deid: Hawt arabic bf. Gila hawt tu yo!

Haha. I wonder mana de book ah now? Haha. Oi kamu, where's our Silver book? Haha.

//random\\ but but I do lubs him. is de very2! I was cranky cuz cuz.. i mish him so bad & he sorta nda lyn me, n dats y lah. blahs blahs. =$. bye. aku malu.

Eh eh btw Rin, baik ko balik dis new year! I wana bring us all to new year bash party *setau*. I dunch care. We gona see fire works togeda. Everybody come come! Lehan! Deid! Ana! Amee! Yussie! Umie! Jurin! Ani! Naz! Fzah! Nic! Nenars! Nerissah! Leeny! Boon! Wira! Mizah! Max! Man! Efra! Bob! Kaka feefz! Leechy! Everybody lah. Come!!

Buduh siyal baie.

2004-11-25T15:37:00.000+08:00

Listening to Lloyd feat Ashanti- Southsyde. Rin luvs dis song kali. Cuz i remember dulu, she kept insisting moi to dl it. Haha. i miss dat gurl. Chatted wid her tadi, she was drooling arah dis model from her skul. Oy, take picts wah!! I wana see oso. *Drools*. Hehe. (A) ;)

Yesh yesh. M pissy. Buzz off, palui. Heh. Stress. I dunch noe. I tink its me. Of cuz lah its me. Olwas olwas aku. Me n my mood swings. Aku palui. Me n my paranoia + crankiness. Must be de pms-ness. Wotebah. >:\ Is it normal, if we kept comparing de guy yg tani wid now wif our previous ex-es? Normal? Heh. Normal ka? *shrieks* Normal ka mental? cuz... lyk, dulu. He focused on me onli. Mememe! Herm, and m used to dat oledi. ntah eh ntah. Aku selfish. *cries* :x. Shut up lina. Buduh ko ni.

U and me against de world~

Stupid fucked up connection. So bladi slow. Its getting on my nerves. Grrr. Pissyy pissyy. Ttyls. GP ku fail, btw. Haiho. Haiho. :'(

The Used- I caught fire.
Lawa mo lagu nya. Goodnight.

b>Maybe u and me~ so kiss me lyk u did~ (8)

Blahs.

2004-11-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

Listening to Dayangta feat ira- Cintamu. Haha! Jiwang ku yo. XP

Mana ia ani!! Kata kan online. Belangau ku menunggu. Gaahh! Haha stress. Ptuii. Skipped skul today. Slept real early smalam. 12:00 w00t w00t!! Yeay. Awal dah! Hmm skipped skul tday cuz Ana mls-ed wana go to skul. Hehe alasan. Ntah lah. Nada hope kan skulah kali i guess. Results sudah hancur, was hoping geo ku ok. But twas fucked. So yeah, no hope for me. *cries*.

Jalan-ed wif Lehan, Rozi & Sabrina kul 3-ish. Haha. Mula2 takut plang, skali liat durang panya. ok lah tia. :p. Ate at ideal agen. Haha. Oh welsh. Nyaman jua bah. Raya-ed rah durang err. i fogot deir names :s. pokoknya twas fun, even tho baru kenal. ok. Imma shut up now. too lazy to blog. Mwahs Lehan. ;) Bisok aku skulah. NEN! Skulah bisokk!!

cries

2004-11-23T05:48:00.000+08:00

OMFG. My results. *cries*

I dunch wana go to skul nymore. *cries* :'( Lehann!!!

Shriekss!!!

2004-11-22T15:37:00.000+08:00

Tomrw skul! Jus got back from beraya-ing wid my sissy, Syam & Lehan. 5 houses kali? Hehe. Tadi!! arah dis flat area dekat tudung saji. Ada rabbit wah!! Wandering around. Ada rabbit burrows lagi tuh. Omg. I vant. I SO VANT DAT!!! Nybody wana buy me wabbits. I luv wabbits. n also, wen we went to Azman's place, ada 3 ADOWABLE kittens!! Lawa mo lawa!!!! And dis kid. So adowable. I vant him too!

Went back at 11-ish. Antar Lehan arah hostelnya. Siok oh lelaki, no curfew. Siok eh. Bah, tmrw skul. So nervous bout my results. Shit shit. *Nervous-ness* Ttyls! <3

I had a dream.

2004-11-17T12:50:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah. I miss dey all yussie & rinnay. 1st tym nda beraya sama durang. Hmm yeah, yesterday i dreamt of Yussie. I tink i cried olso in dat dream. :s. Brief dream plang tapi.. :'( I tink twas me in dis lab (phy lab?) in Pjn? Ntah, but it feels lyk it. Duin chem practicals? Ntah eh.. Hmm.. I was waiting for Yussie to jalan wif me all de way to de door lyk we olwas do tapi wen i luk around, she wasnt der. Den, baru terclick dat she's all de way in Uk. Sedih ku. Den, i tried to find ppl whu wana jalan wif me to de door & someone to tok wif, tapi mcm kana ignored lyk u noe, mcm ur not worth cakap-ing to. Hmmm. I feel so sad.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin. Miss you Amee, Yussie & Rinnay. <3

All i need is some sleepa wooza. ♥

2004-11-17T10:19:00.000+08:00

M tired outta my mind. Fuh. Daymnn. but at least ive got $$. Haha. Gila duit. Oh welsh. and and I get to see moi gorgeous cuzins and my nice nenes. Rindu ku, long tym nda jumpa. <3 Mwahs. Ah tomorow, we're goin to Bandar to visit kwn-kwn disana. Probably'll visit Boon, Zyden, Haziq and Nenar's baby. Yeay yeay! Siok eh, tapi nada baju sepasang sama si Lehan. Oh welsh.

Went to Maggie & Friends//Ruby (sp?) Saloon jus now but nda buka. EE! I wana pedicure my nails, its so hideous. *cries*. I hope tomorrow dapat. Nybody ada no. maggie saloon de 2nd branch one? got ah? if got msg me ah. <3 Mwahs. Happy raya-ing ppl!

Slamat hari raya y'll

2004-11-17T10:07:00.000+08:00

Selamat hari Raya Aidilfirti Maaf Zahir & Batin!! Mwahs. :-* Open house dis fri. From 3 till nyt! Come over kay! Tiramisu to moi frens. I tink. Haha. if rajin. Mwahs. Agen, 'Slamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri'. Toddlelu!

Hai. n m cranky.

2004-11-15T15:55:00.000+08:00

Raya was olryt. Daymn tiring cuz i didnt sleep las nyt. Too bz crying over dfone. Thanks a lot Lehan even tho ur drunk. Jan minum, i dunch like. :/ Baliked awal den usual, vell, compare to las year la, dis year's kinda early. Haha. Oh welsh, dapat jua balik tido. Went to our Nenes in Subok & Kilanas. And our cuzins in Sengkurong. Dis gurl, I dunno wats her name. :s but shes purdy wif her straight hair. N deir new renovated house. Wuish. gorgeous yo! n ohhh!! Whilst kami di Subok, got dis 2 fuck-uglee guys. Oh mai gat. Male version of a slut la. I feel lyk cutting deir throats open. *jahat* Haha. Myyyy godd! *annoyed* Giggling lyk bimboos? guys? wtf? Haha. Weirdos. Everytym me & my sister luk at dem, dey giggle giggle lyk sum biatch? De hell? So farkin rude. >:/ Oh welsh. Raya ni oy raya. :x

Byk usin. *Grin* I laike. M so tired. Gona sleep soon! TTylss. Mwahs Agen. Selamat Hari Raya. For those yg ada exams, good luck! Study! <3. :)

*Hug me tight*

Introducing the brand new me.

Perasaan ku terhadap mu...

Mr Grinch...

Angry soul.

Mental kali ha?

WOAH!

Excuse my weirdness. Thanks!

Hair!

Happy bdays and Anniversary!

BMI. Check yours now.

Happy National day!

Another spontaneous trip.

Heh!

Bunguk!

Peru's rare 'mermaid'

Happy happy.

Observing you is what i do.

Gong Xi Fat Chai Outing.

Boombastik.

Gong Xi Fatt Choi and Awal tahun hijrah!!

Public apology.

[Sleeping? No shit] ;p Hehe. Dedicated to you love.

Art.

Chemical romance.

Lalalalala.

Yoghurt.

OHHH NOOO!

Art lover.

Colourful ♥from me to you.

My random thoughts.

Wowee. Moon.

Prom night

Hungry.

Boredom. :s

Where's my moon?

@##$%%^ Encrypt that.

Happy bday to Nerissah!

Under the sea~

Taranaki!

Happy bday to Radhiah!

Thankss!!

Nuts. Dis layout's nuts.

OMFG! SHIT!

Bday shout out to Umie!

Under the sea~

AS AS ASS! ASS!

Happy anniversary 2-5 mths~ i lubs you.

Lewis & Pearl

I love him.

:( :(

I Love you.

Bday shout out to Tash n Vicky!

Hohohoh!

Celebrating New Year's Edition 1!

Happy New Years!! 2005 Here i come.

*sigh*

Hmmm...

I cant be arsed to go.

Happy bday to my beloved sissy Pijah. =)

He no no mish me. :'(

My mooney.

(-.-)

Beach party!

Bday shout out to Melo!!

Buduh lah ko siyal.

Hyper much?

Can u keep up~

Gosh. I need to sleepp.

Nasi Lemak Ayam!

Bday shout out to Milah! and Happy anniversary daling. ;)

Happy bday to me!!

Fuck fuck.

M not copping out.

Happy bday to my darling cuzin Shimmy~

Shopping baybee.

Prom!!

Canon.

Heeeeeeeeeee.

GAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hug me tight

sigh

cries

Shriekss!!!